Positive morning affirmations PART 1 (morning rampage, UNSCRIPTED, raw, Abraham Hicks inspired,)

I wasn’t going to post this. This was a morning rampage. Completely unscripted, off the cuff, and raw. But then I had a thought… “What if it helps someone?” So here we are. 🩵 At the time I recorded this, I had: ✨ 260 subscribers (literally two days ago and now 350… WHAT?!) ✨ One video with over 4,000 views ✨ And one heart completely overflowing with gratitude 🥹 But I’m also… Trying to move to Spain. Trying to sell my apartment (which has been on the market for 10 months). And carrying £48,000 of debt (not including £40,000 of student loans 🫠). I’m hoping to clear most of it when the apartment sells, but right now, some months, making the payments feels overwhelming. Money certainly doesn’t feel abundant. I don’t have a traditional job. My income comes from self-employment as a content creator, which can be incredibly volatile. Some months are great. Other months I worry about covering the mortgage. It’s been a long journey to get here. I had to leave my 9-5 in mental health because my own anxiety became so severe that I stopped eating. Walking away was one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever made, but I knew I needed to choose my health. Despite the debt. Despite the uncertainty. Despite the lack of security. I’m so grateful that I did. So when I say I understand, I really do. I know what it feels like to be in the depths of it. I know what it’s like to wake up with that gripping anxiety before your feet even touch the floor. I know that sinking feeling in your stomach when reality hits. I know what it feels like to look at your circumstances and genuinely not see a way out. I know it. And yet… Every single day, I choose to look for the good. I choose to appreciate the sunshine. I choose to appreciate every single one of you reading this. I choose to appreciate how far I’ve come. I choose to appreciate all 350 of you who somehow found me. 🥹 I choose to appreciate the contrast, because without it, I wouldn’t recognise the beauty of the good moments. I choose to appreciate this body, my health, and the privilege of being alive. I choose to appreciate this human experience. I choose to appreciate myself for being brave enough to start this channel in the hope that it might help someone else. I choose to appreciate where I am, even while working towards where I want to be. And I choose to remember that, while my situation is difficult, there is still so much to be grateful for. The list goes on. I hope you can feel the realness of this rampage. I originally recorded it just for myself, something to listen back to every morning. But something kept whispering to me to share it with our little community. So maybe you’re the one person who needed to hear it today. 🩵 It feels vulnerable telling you all of this. To be so honest about where I’m at. To lay myself bare in front of strangers on the internet. But I hope that in the rawness, we can all see something important: There is beauty in the becoming. Beauty in the journey. Beauty in all of our journeys. And a reminder that even in the darkest seasons, we can still choose to turn towards the light. I’m nowhere near where I want to be. But every day, I close my eyes and visualise the life I’m building. I see myself standing on a beach in Spain, my toes pressed into the sand, looking out at the ocean. And I know I’ll feel this same gratitude I feel today… Only multiplied. Not just debt-free. But free. ☀️🌊 If you’ve made it this far, I’m so proud of you. Truly. I love you all so much, and I hope you know you’re doing an incredible job. Keep going. Thank you for listening to my story, and as always, I hope it serves you on your journey. Please come and say hi in the comments.