A bit of an update for you all. There is no new video this week because life has been a bit of a train wreck. Both Milo and I have struggled recently in the health department, and it's been abit rough. I won't go into full details but I have a condition called Marfan Syndrome and over the past year it has gotten progressively a lot worse. I was in and out of hospitals for a good couple of months and nobody really knew. Recently, it's gotten more difficult for me to edit the videos I do and I've fallen behind abit because of it.
I know the running joke is that I am always late to watching something and by then, the spark has passed and people have moved on but my condition is part of why.
Some people have recently commented on my appearance looking worn out, tired or sick and "aging like spoilt milk" and well that is also why. I've been not great for a while. Most days I struggle to sit at the computer to film something or edit.
Last week, Milo went down abruptly and has been in and out of vets to get to the bottom of it. It has been terrifying and cost me thousands financially but I couldn't let him suffer.
Ironically, it turns out he also has a heart condition and was having seizures which were resulting in him collapsing and having fits. Basically, my cat and I both have f****d hearts 🙃
I can't keep up with the big channels and I do everything myself. I can't afford an editor or team to make the videos for me and I'm not sure what I can realistically do there.
I have said this before, but I will do this until I no longer can. I absolutely love what I do and the videos I make but there is a very real reality that I might have to wrap it up soon.
There is a bunch of stuff I have already recorded, all of which I am really excited to upload even if they don't do well. Outside of that, I'm going to keep going until I can't and I'm okay with that. I've always said the final reaction would be to Toy Story.
My family has kept me a float during this and I'm so thankful for them because mentally, it has gotten pretty dark at times. Milo is loving the cuddles him and I have at night and Oreo likes to join us or just watch.
You might read this and think differently about me or my videos but I have the most fun when I get to sit down and watch a movie. It's a great distraction for me, even if I am in a bit of physical pain during it.
Thank you for keeping me going, it's been really hard.
PUGGA
A bit of an update for you all.
There is no new video this week because life has been a bit of a train wreck.
Both Milo and I have struggled recently in the health department, and it's been abit rough.
I won't go into full details but I have a condition called Marfan Syndrome and over the past year it has gotten progressively a lot worse. I was in and out of hospitals for a good couple of months and nobody really knew.
Recently, it's gotten more difficult for me to edit the videos I do and I've fallen behind abit because of it.
I know the running joke is that I am always late to watching something and by then, the spark has passed and people have moved on but my condition is part of why.
Some people have recently commented on my appearance looking worn out, tired or sick and "aging like spoilt milk" and well that is also why.
I've been not great for a while. Most days I struggle to sit at the computer to film something or edit.
Last week, Milo went down abruptly and has been in and out of vets to get to the bottom of it. It has been terrifying and cost me thousands financially but I couldn't let him suffer.
Ironically, it turns out he also has a heart condition and was having seizures which were resulting in him collapsing and having fits.
Basically, my cat and I both have f****d hearts 🙃
I can't keep up with the big channels and I do everything myself. I can't afford an editor or team to make the videos for me and I'm not sure what I can realistically do there.
I have said this before, but I will do this until I no longer can.
I absolutely love what I do and the videos I make but there is a very real reality that I might have to wrap it up soon.
There is a bunch of stuff I have already recorded, all of which I am really excited to upload even if they don't do well. Outside of that, I'm going to keep going until I can't and I'm okay with that.
I've always said the final reaction would be to Toy Story.
My family has kept me a float during this and I'm so thankful for them because mentally, it has gotten pretty dark at times.
Milo is loving the cuddles him and I have at night and Oreo likes to join us or just watch.
You might read this and think differently about me or my videos but I have the most fun when I get to sit down and watch a movie. It's a great distraction for me, even if I am in a bit of physical pain during it.
Thank you for keeping me going, it's been really hard.
I'll be in touch,
Alex.
3 days ago | [YT] | 1,306
View 212 replies
PUGGA
Did you enjoy the SCARY MOVIE 4 reaction? 🤔
Link: https://youtu.be/WqS-oEBvNeU
let's get it to 10k 🔥
1 week ago | [YT] | 111
View 17 replies
PUGGA
SCARY MOVIE 4 REACTION 🤔
https://youtu.be/WqS-oEBvNeU
leave a big like & comment for a big kiss xo
1 week ago | [YT] | 189
View 3 replies
PUGGA
Men Watch MORE PLANET EARTH 🌍
https://youtu.be/Ssqnol-QqwA
leave a big like & comment for another one!
1 week ago | [YT] | 189
View 5 replies
PUGGA
how I imagine most of you watch my videos
2 weeks ago | [YT] | 301
View 17 replies
PUGGA
Did you enjoy the BUGS LIFE reaction? 🤔
Link: https://youtu.be/_CW1MhHygqg
2 weeks ago | [YT] | 106
View 16 replies
PUGGA
A BUGS LIFE 🐛
https://youtu.be/_CW1MhHygqg
leaf a big like and comment ❤️
2 weeks ago | [YT] | 214
View 6 replies
PUGGA
BIG TWITCH LIVESTREAM 🚨
www.twitch.tv/puggapillar
Saturday May 9th 10:00AM AEST
go follow or join me for some fun!
2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 81
View 5 replies
PUGGA
okay you hit the 1k like goal so we will make more 🫡
time to get to work 🔥
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 318
View 26 replies
PUGGA
Did you enjoy the UNDERTONE reaction? 😳
Link: https://youtu.be/lcPKT0ZI8Bk
more nature docos and Scary Movie 4 on the way!
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 88
View 23 replies
Load more