It’s been months now, but I’ve been taking it one day at a time—spending time with my husband and children. Grief is a process and it hits even heavier during these moments but even in the midst of it, God is still ALIVE and He is with us.
I just wanted to check in and encourage you too love extra hard on your family, friends and even strangers this season. Pray for them & with them. Be the light that God has called you too be for your family. Everybody else may be going on way but as for you, stay on that narrow path that God has you on. Have those open and hard conversations, apologize, heal, cry, laugh and stay in the moment, always.
1️⃣Sometimes God doesn't answer your prayers in the way that you expect Him to.
2️⃣Sometimes God doesn't give you every detail and every understanding because it leaves no room for you to just trust Him.
When we're transparent about prayer and having faith, it reveals God's sovereignty.
It’s tempting to pray to God as if He is a genie in a bottle, as if whatever we wish, have faith or pray for it will be given unto us. I sat and wondered for a month, what if God gave us “everything” we asked for— would He really be Himself? Or would He shape shift into who we desire Him to be so that we can make His will conform to ours?
C.S Lewis said it best, “For infinite wisdom does not need telling what is best, and infinite goodness needs no urging to do it.”
So, we need not to try to control what we're facing...instead, learn to trust God in the midst of what we're facing. Instead, we need to master how to surrender.
Since losing my ma last month, It’s been a lot of groaning & crying going on in God’s presence & also a lot of JOURNALING.
I’m not sure where God is going to take this form a ministry (making videos) next but what I do know is Holy Spirit has led me to share helpful journaling and Bible study tips on Instagram:
In between time, I pray you are doing well and that you are drawing even closer to God in the same manner that I am. Every thought and prayer hasn’t gone unnoticed by heaven and I pray that God blesses each of you who have had me in your prayers.
Please continue to pray for me during this time, primarily for HEALING, CLARITY & WISDOM.
What I’ve learned about grief is—it can definitely cloud your judgement if you’re not careful. So, just please pray for that for me.
God’s grace is so sufficient and so timely! Who would have thought, I would be coming back to this conversation for comfort during my own season of grief.
Even though at the time, I was just listening to what The Lord was revealing to me in scripture during my Bible—He knew I would need to remember this study again.
This has been the place where I’ve been transparent about my walk and I’ve talked A LOT ABOUT my mom and her story on here.
But Today, I lost my best friend.
I lost a piece of myself. I lost my babie’s Gigi. I lost my ride or die.
Some said she had her favorite— and she definitely did because she was mines.
Death will forever change the way you view life.
One thing about it, she knew who her God was and I’m forever thankful for every conversation, every lesson, every tear she dried, every time she has shown up for my family, every thing she has given me and taught me.
I don’t think I will ever be the same.
These past 5 years I’ve witnessed how The Lord has transformed her life—we would spend hours talking about the Lord, she would sit up and listen to revelations He gave me to share with us, I even was able to hold her as she was being delivered out of her different childhood traumas—and this morning I held my mom for the last time this morning before the corner came.
In that room—like many of our conversations I felt the tangible presence of God. Even now as I’m typing this, she has given me hope and faith in Jesus. Even now, she has changed how I look at God and ministry.
Lord, I’m thankful that you blessed me with 28 years with this beautiful soul.
This is one scripture that I always remind myself of around this time of the year. How beautiful is it to know that God is the Father, and especially to the fatherless? It's even more beautiful to know that God is also the Father to the men who are fathers! Every one of us have different experiences but no matter yours, keep those two things in mind this weekend, and have a heart of gratitude.
☁︎⋅ I'll never forget that it was during this month a few years ago, God inspired me to self-published my first devotional: "Father Issues: Bridging the Gap Between Daughter and their Heavenly Father":
We can’t ignore the fact that this week there has public battles that have taken place in the body of Christ—and we have to question what has it really been over?
What is true is that because of social media the desire for influence has crept into the body of Christ.
📌Platforms have become an idol.
📌Attention has become a craving.
📌Followers and Accolade’s have become our identity.
KAMIA
Hey family,
It’s been months now, but I’ve been taking it one day at a time—spending time with my husband and children. Grief is a process and it hits even heavier during these moments but even in the midst of it, God is still ALIVE and He is with us.
I just wanted to check in and encourage you too love extra hard on your family, friends and even strangers this season. Pray for them & with them. Be the light that God has called you too be for your family. Everybody else may be going on way but as for you, stay on that narrow path that God has you on. Have those open and hard conversations, apologize, heal, cry, laugh and stay in the moment, always.
I love y’all.
see you soon,
Kamia. ❤️👏🏾
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KAMIA
TRANSPARENT MOMENT,
1️⃣Sometimes God doesn't answer your prayers in the way that you expect Him to.
2️⃣Sometimes God doesn't give you every detail and every understanding because it leaves no room for you to just trust Him.
When we're transparent about prayer and having faith, it reveals God's sovereignty.
It’s tempting to pray to God as if He is a genie in a bottle, as if whatever we wish, have faith or pray for it will be given unto us. I sat and wondered for a month, what if God gave us “everything” we asked for— would He really be Himself? Or would He shape shift into who we desire Him to be so that we can make His will conform to ours?
C.S Lewis said it best, “For infinite wisdom does not need telling what is best, and infinite goodness needs no urging to do it.”
So, we need not to try to control what we're facing...instead, learn to trust God in the midst of what we're facing. Instead, we need to master how to surrender.
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KAMIA
Hey sista/auntie/cousin/friend 👋🏾
Since losing my ma last month, It’s been a lot of groaning & crying going on in God’s presence & also a lot of JOURNALING.
I’m not sure where God is going to take this form a ministry (making videos) next but what I do know is Holy Spirit has led me to share helpful journaling and Bible study tips on Instagram:
☁︎⋅ You can check those out here: www.instagram.com/kamiamcwilliams
In between time, I pray you are doing well and that you are drawing even closer to God in the same manner that I am.
Every thought and prayer hasn’t gone unnoticed by heaven and I pray that God blesses each of you who have had me in your prayers.
Please continue to pray for me during this time, primarily for HEALING, CLARITY & WISDOM.
What I’ve learned about grief is—it can definitely cloud your judgement if you’re not careful. So, just please pray for that for me.
X,
Kamia.
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KAMIA
God’s grace is so sufficient and so timely! Who would have thought, I would be coming back to this conversation for comfort during my own season of grief.
Even though at the time, I was just listening to what The Lord was revealing to me in scripture during my Bible—He knew I would need to remember this study again.
“grace to grieve” ❤️
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KAMIA
This has been the place where I’ve been transparent about my walk and I’ve talked A LOT ABOUT my mom and her story on here.
But Today, I lost my best friend.
I lost a piece of myself.
I lost my babie’s Gigi.
I lost my ride or die.
Some said she had her favorite—
and she definitely did because she was mines.
Death will forever change the way you view life.
One thing about it, she knew who her God was and I’m forever thankful for every conversation, every lesson, every tear she dried, every time she has shown up for my family, every thing she has given me and taught me.
I don’t think I will ever be the same.
These past 5 years I’ve witnessed how The Lord has transformed her life—we would spend hours talking about the Lord, she would sit up and listen to revelations He gave me to share with us, I even was able to hold her as she was being delivered out of her different childhood traumas—and this morning I held my mom for the last time this morning before the corner came.
In that room—like many of our conversations I felt the tangible presence of God. Even now as I’m typing this, she has given me hope and faith in Jesus. Even now, she has changed how I look at God and ministry.
Lord, I’m thankful that you blessed me with 28 years with this beautiful soul.
Please, PLEASE—pray for me. ❤️
,Kamia.
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KAMIA
How has your life changed since you gave your life to Jesus and started your faith walk!?
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KAMIA
What I’ve learned is….
— Insecurity is a result of not being secure in Christ.
— healthy relationships are built when there is first a healthy relationship with God.
— the Word of God, should always be the mirror.
— we’re called to be CHRIST LIKE, not alike.
Sharing my personal testimony about insecurity and my struggle with it has been liberating but it has also brought out a lot of conviction.
The full conversation: https://youtu.be/8ZAYq8A9Y1M?si=dBn-5...
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Hey sista/auntie/cousin/friend 👋🏾
This is one scripture that I always remind myself of around this time of the year. How beautiful is it to know that God is the Father, and especially to the fatherless? It's even more beautiful to know that God is also the Father to the men who are fathers! Every one of us have different experiences but no matter yours, keep those two things in mind this weekend, and have a heart of gratitude.
☁︎⋅ I'll never forget that it was during this month a few years ago, God inspired me to self-published my first devotional: "Father Issues: Bridging the Gap Between Daughter and their Heavenly Father":
- Digital Copies:
shop.beacons.ai/kamiamcwilliams/b10b64a8-aae7-48d4…
-Physical Copies:
a.co/d/cn8Rp8t
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KAMIA
We can’t ignore the fact that this week there has public battles that have taken place in the body of Christ—and we have to question what has it really been over?
What is true is that because of social media the desire for influence has crept into the body of Christ.
📌Platforms have become an idol.
📌Attention has become a craving.
📌Followers and Accolade’s have become our identity.
📌 Clout chasing has become our method.
A few highlights from today’s conversation:
NEW VIDEO: https://youtu.be/nO75fiJm8OU?si=9tjVg...
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KAMIA
What translation of the Bible would you say is great for studying?!
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