AnieStar

[sorry for the long but important post]

guys i can’t lie, this whole situation with mark has rly demotivated me. i was meant to film a binder tour but i cannot bring myself to film it. im really sorry but i might skip the mid-year tour and just wait for the end of the year.

to be selfish for a second; i was really struggling with my photocard collection for a while, and even took a break to start new collections, like pokemon cards. but this past month i really felt like i found my groove again. behind the scenes i’ve been reorganizing and finding new-found motivation where it was lost before. i was really excited to show you guys how happy i was with my collection that i’ve spent years fine-tuning, but now, all that time i’ve spent rebuilding my motivation has blown up in my face.

i’m over it. mark is no longer a member of the group i stan and i no longer have any emotional attachments to him so i have no obligation to keep up with him. i know i literally JUST started my ot7 dream collection but i don’t know if i can keep up with it. i have some serious thinking i need to do. AGAIN.

his actions are indefensible. he has no one to blame but himself. they blamed SM before, claiming that mark was being forced by contract…but what’s his excuse now? he OWNS this company. he is his own boss. if his stylist picked out the shirt, he should of said no and threw the shirt away. “he didn’t know” isn’t an excuse either.

this is probably all i’ll say about this. there’s so much more i can say but i’m trying to be as direct as possible. i don’t need to justify my decision any further.

i can promise that im going to try my best stay positive and move on from this feeling of burn out. i have lots of pcs on the way for a bunch of different collections that you haven’t seen in a while. like i said, i caught a second wind in terms of collecting and was really excited about it…but now i feel drained all over again.

i’m tired of making these updates. naturally some of you may be upset bc of this, just like the last time. if you don’t understand the severity of this situation, i beg you do some simple research and listen to the voices of black fans.

as i’ve said repeatedly, kpop will never be above my morals. stanning an idol/group is not a life long contract. i will not blindly defend idols im a fan of just because im a fan.

that’s all from me. again, sorry for the long post and thank you to everyone who read this far. i appreciate yall 🫶

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 86

AnieStar

it’s time for another q&a! ask me any questions you have! it can be about anything; pokemon, kpop, irl (not too personal lol)

i’ll try to gather up as many questions as possible and answer them all in 1 video :D

ty to everyone again for being on this collecting journey with me💕

2 months ago | [YT] | 11

AnieStar

uh what.

this happened a lot sooner than i was expecting LOL. i wanted to plan another q&a video for when i hit 2k but we got there too quick😭 look out for another post soon where you can ask me some questions!

thank you guys so much for all the love recently!💕

3 months ago | [YT] | 22

AnieStar

guys??????


i don’t think i can handle this right now

3 months ago | [YT] | 28

AnieStar

i think i’m in shock

please check on your fellow engenes…crazy news to wake up to

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 29

AnieStar

they got the wishies too😭 i’m so upset rn

6 months ago | [YT] | 12

AnieStar

hi friends! i hope you’re all enjoying the holiday season as we approach the new year! 🎉🥳

i just wanted to hop on here and say sorry for being MIA for a bit. i took a little kpop break while i waited for my skz and nct albums to come in…but i just received word from the store i ordered from that there are delays and that i prob won’t be receiving my albums until the end of january🥲 and usually, i wait until after i see my pulls to start collecting cards for the new eras…which means i haven’t been doing much pc searching for a hot min.

but worry not, i am planning to do a start of 2026 binder tour, as well as FINALLY organizing all my large inclusions, let’s just say ive had a good reason to hold off lol (there’s a lot and im scared).

i also have lots of fun pokemon content otw! i’m using this kpop break to make lots of progress towards my pokemon collection, so im rly excited for that!

again, i hope you all have an amazing last few weeks of 2025, and i will see you next year!

✌️out for now🫶

6 months ago | [YT] | 28

AnieStar

my spotify wrapped this year💀it was a bountiful year here in ncity💚🏙️

now i hope yall believe me when i say dreamscape is peak dreamiez music😆 also im always saying rains in heaven is my fav song so, im glad the stats check out lol

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7 months ago | [YT] | 26

AnieStar

hey guys! this will be the last time i talk about this, (i promise😭) but i wanted to clear up somethings i said in my last video in a format where i could be a little more precise with my words.

no i dont hate mark, i would just like him to stop interacting and promoting zionists. and once that happens, he will have my full support again. i do not think he is a zionist himself but he IS platforming them. this is not just about the mcD collab, but a series of different events.

i do also recognize that this is most likely out of his control and that there is a team of people making these decisions for him. so let me put it this way, until mark’s team chooses better companies/ppl for him to do business with, i will no longer interact with the content the company releases with mark. if mark truly can’t do anything about this then this is me putting pressure on the company.

i also want to make clear that i am not “boycotting” mark. i am an avid human rights advocate outside of this channel, and i cannot preach about this in my daily life and then ignore it when it comes to my favorite kpop idols. i am simply taking a step back to protect my own conscience bc his recent actions go against my fundamental beliefs.

i do not expect any sort of physical apology from him. i said in my video that i would like him to condemn his actions and the morals these zionistic companies hold but i was wrong in saying that bc realistically the company will not allow it, so i will not set this expectation on him when it is out of his hands.

but as i said, if there are no future collabs that go against my morals, then i will feel better about interacting with his content again. within the past 2 months, we’ve gotten 3 different collabs with 3 different known zionists. this is a chain of events that i cannot support and if he continues on this path, i will continue to not support.

so again, to summarize:

i am NOT boycotting mark, i just feel uncomfortable interacting with his content while he continues to collab with zionists, and once he stops, i wont be uncomfortable anymore.

i hope this clarified my stance on things.

genuinely, please ask me any questions you may still have.

love always💕

7 months ago | [YT] | 28

AnieStar

just uploaded a new video with quite a bit of an update on my stance about supporting mark moving forward…i’m already seeing my subscriber count dropping but hey. my morals come before my channel, always.

anyways, it might be a good idea to check it out so you understand how things are gonna be on this channel.

ty always 💕

8 months ago | [YT] | 22