꧁Buckethattededbee꧂

(Pronounced bucket-hatted-bee, as in a bee wearing a bucket hat)

Email me at Buckethattedbee@gmail.com

This is made to be a nice community for soldiers of love so there are a few rules to keep a friendly environment-

• NO MICHAEL SLANDER!! If you have a genuine question and are actually wanting to learn then please don't be afraid to ask. It's the people who say mean things just to put others down even if they know they're not true, or if they ask a question even though they already have a strict point of veiw and aren't open to hearing answers.

•No discrimination/predjudice/bigotry- Everyone is welcome here no matter their race, gender, dating preferences, opinions- like I couldn't give less of a flying squirrel about that.

•BE KIND AND RESPECTFUL- If somone has shared something deep and personal to them don't go out of your way to make them feel bad.

I do read through every comment and if i feel that anyone has crossed a line your comment will be removed. <3


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YAYAYAYA IM SO HAPPY

TW: discussion of EDs

I think I finally have a good therapist that actually listens to me because today I told her about my anorexia and we came up with solutions like I eat small meals that still have alot of nutrients in them. On the way home I got some different types of nuts and some tofu and some oranges to make juice with.
My old therapist whenever I brought up that concern to her she would just brush it off and tell me I was fine and sometimes my parents make comments or just stare at me when i'm eating or when I don't eat they would thr3at3n to send me to the hospital again so they would basically f0rce me to eat something heavy and I would feel guilty about it afterwards- but now if I can eat small, healthy things regularly and still get some nutrients from them i'll feel better and my parents won't be as angry. :D

3 days ago | [YT] | 2

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help I forgot my clothes in the washing machine and they got all moldy and gross 😭

3 days ago | [YT] | 1

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Waitttt- im actually kinda learning how to edit and im making one thats actually kinda good 🤭😝

4 days ago | [YT] | 1

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I feel so anxious but like in a good way- like theres so much to do!! I'm gonna do my hair and then try to see if there's a way i can prop up my camera so that you guys can see what i'm doing when I go live because I really wanna try it again today <3

5 days ago | [YT] | 7

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HELP- DID ANYONE ELSE SEE/HEAR TRAPSON SAY MICHAEL LOOKEED LIKE A PE*0Ph1\E??? ACTUALLY WHAT IS GOING ON??,? this makes me so sad to see :(

6 days ago | [YT] | 1

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I'm gonna go live while i make the doll cause my thing just got approved and i'm lowkey kinda bored 😭

Edit: NO I AM NOT- 😭😭
i was live for like 6 minutes and i FLOPPED- like i forgot to talk which was kinda the whole point. definitely need to figure out more of the settings on my own first. I was also drawing but no one could see what I was doing so i need to figure out a fix for that.

6 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

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AHHHEHEH im making an mj paper doll

6 days ago | [YT] | 0

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I tried with the things I have. Its not the best but i'm still pretty happy with it though :D

6 days ago | [YT] | 1

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I'm gonna go live while I do Michael's makeup from the Say Say Say short film again so i can wear it to a family function. I did it yesterday at 2am and went downstairs to get a snack and my dad yelled at me to take it off 😔

IM SCARED THOUGH IVE NEVER GONE LIVE BEFORE EEEEE
Edit: RAHG nvm i cant right now cause yesterday it said i gotta wait 24 hours but ig it hasn't been a full 24 hours yet so ill just film a time lapse or smth instead

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

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Ignore everything I said about my schedule before- 😭
So i'm usually gonna be posting at 7:33pm, i'll aim for every day/every other day but it's very possible that I get distracted or I run out of ideas.

1 week ago | [YT] | 21