Behindtheyellowdoor

I have a heap of editing to do...I'm sorry, lovelies. I got a job, and Routines were being adjusted, but I'm delighted to be back this Sunday.

I feel as though the next 6 months are ours. I'm in my divine feminine error. It's all about the soft life ✨️

1 year ago | [YT] | 4

Behindtheyellowdoor

Reflective post I have decided to stop focusing on my budgeting content here on YouTube ( I share whenever I feel it's right for me but don't worry about that ). I feel rushed at times and never truly know how much to share. I have also decided to stop focusing on monetisation. I just want to enjoy creating videos.

I know I'm not the best at editing but I am better than I was 1 year ago and that's something. I wrote my first book guys. And I am going to be screaming about it more.

So many things I take for granted to be able to do. Because I refuse to shout about them. It's not humility it's imposter syndrome. But who is going to cheer for you if you refuse to cheer for yourself? How do you celebrate your growth when you have to be forced into acknowledging your wins?

I spoke at Wellfwst this year. I am speaking at the ILFD tomorrow evening. I was on the Late Late Show this year and last year.

I'll be up in 5 hours trying to negotiate rates for my business. Then editing videos. Then it's the kids. Then it's working on projects. I'm a single mother living in Dublin an emigrant. I show up as myself wherever I go. People like me have to share our wins because we are so few and far between. I don't see myself in the way a lot of people expect me to because I have nothing to prove to anyone but myself. But to think how my life has changed over the last few years are crazy pinch me moments after another. SEEING IS BEING #WHATAJOURNEY.

3 years ago | [YT] | 25

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I took a few days off everything just because I wanted some family time. The Little Mermaid was magical. I'll be back with a few videos next week. Spent all the kids clothes money - thank God I have envelope because my credit card would've been maxed out x

3 years ago | [YT] | 12

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I've been trying to upload this same video but there seems to be issues with the sound. It's ok in editing. Can you swipe to 8.53 and let me know. I might have to take it down and repost it.

3 years ago | [YT] | 2

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My lovelies I haven't forgotten about you. Friday's Video will be up tomorrow. Thanks for being patient. But I wanted to give you a sneak peek at part 1 of a furniture project I'm working on. I am procrastinating about painting the kitchen and sitting room and now the ceiling. Go easy on me I still have a sore neck from the Skate Park😂. Happy Sunday I love and appreciate you all x

3 years ago | [YT] | 11

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I was meant to show you this. Although my hours have been dropping since last year. We are starting to grow again. Tonight's video is the last video about the challenge. Then we are going to be super focused on the DIY. If there are projects you would like to do around your home then let's learn some new skills together. I appreciate you guys as my accountability partners whether you asked to be or not 🤣💛

3 years ago | [YT] | 7

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It was a close call between lentils and sausages. I was also looking at tinned minestrone and oxtail soup. Too many choices but too small a budget. The next video will be in my vlog style because I still want to show the garden and other bits. Thanks for engaging I appreciate you 💛

3 years ago | [YT] | 9

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Tomorrows Video -

3 years ago | [YT] | 2

Behindtheyellowdoor

So this is what needs done to my car over the next few months. I told you it was grand but it wasn't really. Or it will not be but still I don't feel a sense of panic.

1. I drive a car that I can afford to maintain.

2. I save for this sort of thing.

3. This is a priority to me so I will get it all sorted and move on.

3 years ago | [YT] | 8