𓆩 𝗖𝗔𝗠𝗔𝗬 𓆪

- ☆ 𝗥𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗼.
(Might be too long.)

🔔 - Camabells, I honestly don't know what's even helping me move on.. Maybe it's my stubborn personality or my fear of giving up.. or maybe just a tiny bit of love I have left for this place.

This place doesn't feel like home, doesn't feel like some unknown place either. It just feels like.. nothing, It feels like something I'm doing for fun or maybe as a job too, It just feels like something bad is gonna happen and I'll lose this place forever and maybe that's y I'm trying to drift apart from you all.. But, It's hard for me. It's really hard for me, I swear.

And yes, I've been lying.. I'm not okay. Things at home are okay. Nothing is okay at all. Something is definitely wrong, I can't explain.. but it is, It's a weird feeling. I have a strict mom and she isn't happy with my channel. She's never supportive but I'm pretty sure she forgot about it right now but anytime she's angry, she'll say hurtful things and diss my channel sm and how and why am I still here then you ask? Cause I chose to fight instead of bearing everything silently.
And you can't even imagine the things she said when I told her that I wanna be a singer. I honestly don't know what am I even doing with my life rn. I have no plans, no decisions, no emotions.. just a messy head, sadness and a bit of anger.

And nowadays, loneliness has been taking over me too. The people I want to talk to, the people I wanna be with, are ''busy''. They're not. It's that I don't matter to them at all... I'm busy too, am I not? but I still fricking take some time to text or comment or even upload but they just act like some nonchalant wannabes with emojis, leaving me on seen or just not replying to me at all while I'm rotting my eyes all day for them, stuck to my screen. I don't wanna be like them, I wanna be available, listen and help but this is what I get in return and when I'm ''busy'' too.. they just care about why didn't I reply or why the text was left on seen or just start yapping or teasing me instead of caring how I'm feeling.. they don't try to read through my texts like I do. I'm the one always trying to keep the bond alive cause I'm scared that if I stop doing all this, we will drift apart and then in the end, I will blame myself.

and don't get me wrong, I crave your lovely words cause I've been used to it since the beginning. I'm sorry but yall don't know me that well, u just think so.. and when I mean ''yall'' I DO mean everyone.. I know sometimes I act crazy, angry and ask for too much but I can't help it. I love ur comments, I actually do.. but some of them just feels shallow.. idk y but they do.. When I say my comments r decreasing, I mean the love and support.

Idk where did I go wrong or why some of you think I changed.. OR why do some of you think I have fav. people here...
And ik some of yall call me rude for being blunt or honest..
but.. I've never taught myself to lie so.. I just say whatever comes to my mind.
Sorry..

I'm sorry for everything.
I'll try not to quit.
I just wanted to share this.
Although many people won't comment or this post gonna have 50 likes and just 8 comments.

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𓆉 ☆ - 𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 𝗮 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗤𝗡𝗔?
(𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘃𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗼)

- 𝗗𝗿𝗼𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝘀𝗸!

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All of you, always..

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☆ - youtube.com/@s-uhyeok

Y'all better 𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐄 this precious brother of mine, Yeshh. Only MY brother. 💎🫀
Definitely targeted.

- Btw I'd love it if you share this post too. ❤️

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- I hate this comment issue, they lowkey start decreasing again.. 🥀
and y do people ignore my posts sm.

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🧷 - I don't hate you all, maybe I just crave comfort from time to time.. but people aren't good at words..
But I can never hate you all and I never did, I have no one in real life.. all I have is you, I swear..

Maybe that's y sometimes i act like an overreacting baby..
But thanks for always comforting, listening and being here.
I love you, camabells. ❤️

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𓆉 ☆: : - ‪@Baelilyy‬ 💙

💙☆ (2.7.2026) ☆💙
- ◀ Happy birthday, aruu. ▶

You might think you mean nothing to me, but you do.. You've always commented, supported and loved me since the day you've met me. You're really special and precious to me and I love you a lot.. You make me laugh sm and you've never hurt me.. You're literally an angel.
Hope your birthday is as angelic, ethereal and magnificent as you.
I wish I could write more but my mind is blank rn 🥀💗

The point is.. I love you, twin. ✌🏻🗿🐢

- From: Camay Cabello. 🐢
- To : My Daruu 🗿

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- Yall's comments when I'm happy: ❤️, wow, ohh, good..
- Y'all's comments when I'm sad: NONCHALANT SIGMA CAMAYYYY 👹, TURTLE ARMYYY 🐢🐢, YOU'RE SO SIGMA 🔥🔥🔥

LIKE BRO WHAT?!?

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- Dear camabells,
I've been lying to you about something really serious..
I'm not actually camay..







































































I'm the actual kim juhoon.. 🗿🐢🔥

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• 🐢☆ : Why do y'all doubt yourself sm?
- Nowadays, many people comment things like ''I'm sorry for being a bad friend, sorry for this and that..''

Twin, you're not a bad friend. I love all of you.. ✌🏻💗
Look at yourself..
Commenting and making me laugh even after going through so much? Calling me your safe place? Texting me when you need help? Staying with me even after I said a lot of things? Commenting sm when I'm sad?

How can you y'all possibly be a bad friend to me?
Yall are really really fricking special to me.. the light when I'm lost in the dark and the type of people to burst into the room laughing and dancing where I might be crying in the corner.. ❤️

You are a blessing and a gift for me, don't ever doubt it. ❤️

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