The Life Of A Borderline

Welcome... I am a YouTuber/Vlogger/Blogger. I have been Blogging since 2005 & Vlogging since 2004 (pre-YT).

Since 2021, this channel has been a mix of both my personal life and the subjects, cases, and topics that interest me. You'll find both here - real-life experiences, struggles, thoughts, updates, and discussions about various subjects I'm passionate about (such as the Cobain Case, Lucid Dreaming, Etc).

My channel's name The Life Of A Borderline comes from my diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, which is why I chose the channel name years ago. This channel isn't just about one thing - it's about life as it happens, the good and the bad, and the topics that have been part of my journey along the way.

• Zachary McQuaid

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Still tenting... Rain and all. Any help helps. Really does. Thank you. Soaked at the moment. Never a great way to wake up. Currently in the middle of a tornado warning as well 🌪️ F@ck... And now I want to watch Twister 🌀

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- Zack

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Wow Tom. Wow. You, Courtney, Mark, Dylan, Van, and Gina. Wow. I just got some information today that I never knew about. Now we know a new name. Wow... And she is an associate of both Courtney and Tom. You were such a hero to me back in 2014. You made me stick around in my early 20s and not feel like unaliving myself, because that's what I had thought had happened to Kurt. Shame on you Tom Grant. You know exactly what I'm referencing to right here. Keep sharing videos of kittens and videos that reveal how you are a nice christian man. Shame on you. A Christian tells the truth. Does not hide it.


Note - I'm finding out more about you Gina. I will do it all on my own if I need to. You read me? Do so correctly. This case is very personal to me. I attempted my own life over this case back in 2017. It was very scary what I started to experience on the other side. I really f@cking mean that. Luckily I survived that. Not lucky for you. Not lucky for any of you. You are going down. All of you. Not me.

- Zack

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Please hype this post everyone! It is VERY VERY IMPORTANT! (IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE ACTUAL TRUTH).

From the book Everybody Loves Our Town by Mark Yarm. The knowledge of the 3rd individual comes from Van Conner himself. He was the 3rd person who was driving Dylan and Mark around on Sunday, going into Monday and onwards (after the murder). He also looks strikingly familiar to Daniel Clint Rich. Very much so. This all came from Van himself. Tom Grant was even calling Van. Again - ALL OF THIS INFORMATION COMES FROM VAN CONNER HIMSELF. DO MORE RESEARCH CHRIS TODD - THENNNN DO INTERVIEWS AND THENNNNNNN WRITE ANOTHER BOOK. After the deep diving! Not BEFORE so! Or have you, and are you just plainly covering for someone?

Stating that Danny was the third individual is covering up Courtney's involvement that night and going into the early morning hours of Monday, April 4th. They are also covering Courtney's involvement by pinning the person in the red dress as being Mark Lanegan. Who is? Chris Todd and Joe Burns (a now compromised eye witness). There is your current Cobain case cover up.

Yes, Danny has involvement in getting Courtney there... but they are trying to spin that so that Courtney's name and involvement does not get brought up. Tom Grant was even calling Van on Sunday, and the days onward. By saying Danny was the third individual you are dismissing what actually happened. Dismissing Danny's actual role and COURTNEY'S ACTUAL ROLE. Danny only brought Courtney there. Even pinning the person in the red dress as being Mark Lanegan... They are again clearly covering for Courtney Love.

Now I just really hope that people snapshot these posts... because they are very important if you want the actual truth.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#KurtCobain #VanConner #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson #TheScreamingTrees #TomGrant #DanielClintRich #MarkYarm #EveryBodyLovesOurTown

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And where does Courtney's first music video after Kurt's death have her performing? In a basement...

Click on the images to enlarge them 👍

- Zack

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I will just post this as is. There are certain things about the Cobain case, even facts about Daniel Clint Rich, that both Lisa and Michelle from WKK know about - but that you are not supposed to know about.

Oh, and by the way... Another truth bomb - Danny's wife Virginia Collins was also Courtney Love's hair stylist back in 1996 💥

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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Chris Todd is having Joe go along with a version of events that is misinformation. Danny wasn't the third person in the house with Mark and Dylan - that was Van Connor. Danny brought Courtney there, but that's different from being the third individual inside. I also believe it was Courtney in the red dress at the greenhouse, not Mark Lanegan as Chris is claiming. Leaving Courtney out of the story just to avoid being sued isn't the same as telling the truth.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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Hello everyone, yesterday throughout the day my tent became invaded by red ants... and I can't afford to get any bug spray or anything at all, and so any help is for real really needed now. If anyone can help I thank you so much in advance. I will be killing the ants, and then relocating. Tonight I'm outside all night thanks to those ants. I've already found a new spot, and finally I will no longer have to walk deep in any woods at night and have those damn spiders all over me. That was the worse. Omg. You thought you heard me yell in my apartment? Oh my. Those nights were so horrible. They would hang from the trees and would get all over my clothing and stay on my clothes. I'm still working on a video at the moment... But usually I do that during the daytime. I've been so tired during the day. It's no longer like it used to be at my apartment when I would work on videos allthrought the day. I wish it was but I have been told tired to keep going like that. I have a small foldable tent so I will easily be able to kill them and then put my tent elsewhere where I have in mind. Another livestream with Harvey Ottinger will take place soon here, after he is back from his trip, he is currently in a tent right now too 💥😎💥 Thanks a whole lot in advance to anyone that is willing to help me out again. Once I have my spot all set up again, without ants invading the inside of it and around it as well, I should be doing a bit better energetically. I know it will feel a ton better. Again, just being out of those woods is finally a huge relief. Will keep you all updated on when Harvey is back and will be on 👍👌✌️

- Zack


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Some more photos of Kurt that I colorized ⬇️

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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Money is what divided and turned Kurt's friends against him in the 90s. Now it is Joe Burns - 30 something years later. Ironically the person that brought Chris into this has met with Courtney Love many times. Clap clap for Chris Todd. Another 32 years of a mystery and of the truth being distorted for all of you! 💥👏💥 woohoo! You happy yet? Big news! Every month! No Justice, but hey, we are popular now! Keep tuning in! Justice! For who? For what? Joe's veins?

I was born in 1993. I now officially know how powerful that drug can be... And I have never even done it. Years can go by, even the worse things happening related to it... But for some reason you still just crave it.

Listen to this song JOE ⬇️ It's from Mark Lanegan's last album, which he made with another guy named Joe - Ironically.

https://youtu.be/FbzpA2SYXuk?si=JwW5x...

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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The popular early and mids 2000s social media site Bebo is back! Join me there to speak about the case whenever you want to 👍 I'll be on and off there all the time. I've been on Bebo since 2005 or so. I am glad that it is Finally back 💥

Harvey Ottinger will be in there quite a bit as well 👍 Althroughout the day, every day, so message and connect with him there! Share emails etc 👍

Sign up and join our chat!

bebo.com/pod-invite/HOx2KxJwPxoK

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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