Nikki Blackketter

HI YOUTUBE! 👋 I have a full cozy room tour going up today!! I’m thinking we’ll do the living room/dining area next — but i think you guys will love!! Plus, a vlog with the Teddsters will be up Sunday!!!
Invested in a new mic for some podcasty type videos as well, if that suits your fancy 😎 (is that a saying, I think that’s a saying) so we bout to get CHATTY — May start with some fitness related ones and then gravitate to some juicy relationship stuffs 😏 but yes, just wanted to update those of you still around here!!
Love your faces, thanks for always sticking with me — stay tuned for the new vids!!! ILYYY

5 years ago | [YT] | 463

Nikki Blackketter

video is back up - v sorry for confusion -- MAKE SURE TO LIKE N COMMENT or whateva, thank yooooou sunshines xoxoxxo happy vlogmas, have fun this weekend, have a glass of wine for me

5 years ago | [YT] | 164

Nikki Blackketter

GOOD MORNING, SUNSHINESSSS!! Hope you’re all having the best dayyy — last video upload (on the Sony vs Canon) had a little error so we fixing , it’ll be right back up though!!!

I’ve been loving more frequent uploads, having a lot of fun with it!! Let me know what y’all would like to see or if you like the variety and frequency and I can start a game plan for 2021 vid schedule, lots of fun things coming 🥰🥰🥰
LOVE YOU, GUYZ, I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU, you’re my world 😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼💕💕

xoxo

5 years ago | [YT] | 540

Nikki Blackketter

Had to reupload the last video, I’m sorryyyy!! But new one is up now!!

I apologize for the brief hiatus as well, I kept overthinking and second guessing the videos I have made in the last couple of weeks.
I’m trying to be less hard on myself and to relax and just enjoy making content without second guessing my every. single. move. I make.
I film with this constant shadow peering over my shoulder, saying “what negative thing could someone say about what I’m doing” and it kind of eats away at me and it manifests itself into content I just don’t love because I’m afraid. I think if I didn’t live alone and maybe if I had someone who was reassuring me here and there, I wouldn’t struggle as much — but on my own, I just get a bit insecure and handle negative feedback poorly sometimes. I would like to be able to be stronger and more capable on my own, and that’s something I’m working with - so I appreciate y’all for being there for me and leaving sweet comments and caring about me in general, when I feel invisible on my own sometimes. ANYWAY, bit of a rant I just wanted to explain myself a bit, bc I feel frustrated with myself.

Also side note:
I have a 25 min “Adopting a Cat 101” video (it’s a bit of a ramble, I just had so much to say haha) — I got a bit insecure about it because it’s so different from most of the stuff on my channel?, but if you’re interested in something like that let me know!!

ILY GUYS, I appreciate you every day 🥺🙏🏼 Thank you thank thank you for being here

6 years ago | [YT] | 1,357

Nikki Blackketter

Good morning, sunshines!! Hope you guys enjoy the Advice With A Hot Mess Express video from today!! Next vid is a nice juicy vlog & then we have some great workout videos coming up, but definitely let me know what more you'd like to see! I'd love to do more sit down chatty advice type stuff or maybe full day of eatings? I've noticed workout vids are getting more popular on IG than YT, would yall rather leave workouts for Insta and keep YouTube vlogs/chatty/food type stuff? LET ME KNOW! Would love your feedback. :) ILYSM, so excited for this year!!

7 years ago | [YT] | 917

Nikki Blackketter

Oh hi YouTube. What do you want to see next??

7 years ago | [YT] | 405