SakuraSpooks

Well, the direction the 'Backrooms' movie took wasn't what I expected, but I think that's a good thing! It was very cool seeing the whole concept brought to life on the big screen.. I enjoyed it! 😄
I have thought to myself; how long would it take being stuck in there, for someone to lose the plot? But man, I never really thought about how that craziness would manifest.. give it a watch if you haven't! 👌
#backrooms #backroomsmovie #horrorlover

7 hours ago | [YT] | 10

SakuraSpooks

Netflix keeps suggesting this movie to me, so let's see if it's any good.. 👀
Horror night - let's gooo! Who's seen this one? 👻
#tarotmovie #horrormovie #moodlighting

1 day ago | [YT] | 9

SakuraSpooks

So it's been a week since I moved into this place, and I have to say.. it feels a little weird, but it's nice to have the space and quiet, to get on and do my own thing! 🙌
I've recorded two videos today, with very little disruption from external noise, so that's great.. just gotta keep the windows closed! 🤣👌

Being here makes my healing journey feel like it's come along further than I initially felt, so that's good. If I'm completely honest though, I have still been really struggling after experiencing Psychosis. As much as I wish I was one of the lucky one's who just went back to normal afterwards.. that's not been the case for me, at all.
The best way to explain what it's been like is to say that everything feels very fragmented, like all the pieces of me are here.. just they don't want to fit back together perfectly. It's been one of the biggest challenges of my life to come to terms with the fact I will never be the exact same again, because I've experienced trauma. What sucks the most is I was really proud of where I was, but I'm learning to be proud of where I am now. Letting go of your old self, so you can rebuild is hard, but it at least feels possible; there is hope. ❤️

#HorrorGamer #psychosisrecovery #brunettegirl #britishgirl

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4 days ago | [YT] | 23

SakuraSpooks

Hey all - it's been a while! 👋
So I've FINALLY moved into my new place; check out my cosy TV set-up! 🥰
My mum and step dad have both been AMAZING, helping me move in the past few weeks; there's been SO much to sort out, it's crazy. There's just a few more small bits to do, like putting stuff up on the walls, but we're basically there! ❤️
It's really hot in the UK atm, so it definitely hasn't been an easy time lol.
You'll be able to tell once we've caught up with videos on YouTube now, because the background behind me will be different 🤣🙌

~ Stay spooky! 🌸👻

#HorrorGamer #brunettegirl #SakuraSpooks

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1 week ago | [YT] | 22

SakuraSpooks

I bought a new hat! The design is a bit bigger than shown online, but it's still cool, haha.
I'm about to record again, so the backlog of pre-recorded videos is growing faster than I'm posting them to YouTube.. but there's so many games to get through, so I feel like I gotta 🤣
I hope everyone's doing well this week! ❤️
#HorrorGamer #brunettegirl #beaniehat

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 23

SakuraSpooks

Some good news! I've picked up the keys to my new place, and I'll be moving in very soon! 🙌
This home will also be temporary, but it's a step forward and completely my own, which is obviously good. It should also be quieter, as it's a more modern building; meaning we'll finally have videos go up on YouTube that (hopefully) have less background noise! 😅🤣
What else is great, is I'll have a good-sized kitchen, to get back into cooking! I haven't really been able to here, since there's so little space to prep food, and ordering food to here is awkward. I'm not sure how long moving will take, as I need white goods installed, but hopefully not too long! 😄
#brunettegirl #selfie #HorrorGamer

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1 month ago | [YT] | 20

SakuraSpooks

Another successful day of recording! 🙌
I don't wanna get my hopes up here.. but I feel like I'm on my way back to creating more regular content for YouTube! I currently have 12 videos pre-recorded, which is kinda insane actually 🤣🤣
I SHOULD be moving soon (unfortunately most likely into somewhere else temporary lol), but I'm thinking I'll up things to two videos a week after I've settled!
So, still one a week for now.. unless I feel like posting more.. 👀

Speaking of, I'm planning on posting two videos this coming week, because one's pretty short ❤️

That's all for now, and remember.. stay spooky, not gloomy! 👻

#brunettegirl #HorrorGamer #SakuraSpooks

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1 month ago | [YT] | 18

SakuraSpooks

Hey all - Happy Sunday! 💕
So things have been very delayed with my whole moving situation, and now things are up in the air again about where I'm moving to.. I'm just gonna let the Universe decide what we're doing, because I honestly don't mind 😅🤣
As far as YouTube is concerned, I can make videos wherever I am.. and I'll figure the rest out later! 👌

Off-topic.. I'm off out today with my mum and stepdad, and it's lovely weather outside, so that's a plus! 🥰
#britishgirl #brunettegirl #HorrorGamer

1 month ago | [YT] | 16

SakuraSpooks

Purple 💜💜
I'm ready to do some recording! I just wanna say a BIG thank you to everyone for the encouragement with me coming back to YouTube.. you have no idea how much you've kept me going! 🥰

I feel like I'm starting to kick depression's ass at this point, instead of it being the other way around.. I'll give myself credit as well ofc 💪😁 but your support means the absolute world!

~ Thank you again - and stay spooky! 👻💕

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1 month ago | [YT] | 19

SakuraSpooks

Hey all - it's poll time! ❤️
Sooo the question is.. would you guys like me to play more REPO? 👀

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