evLovEvoLve

This is happening to so many who are not fascists.

19 hours ago | [YT] | 0

evLovEvoLve

Way before YT! I made videos just because! Some of my shows went on Local Cable Access! hehe
@deejaLove

1 day ago | [YT] | 1

evLovEvoLve

Yesterday my lower body stopped responding by about 70% after gently sliding down the stairs trying to pop my back into place in several areas, I was experiencing numbness in my arm and leg and had tried many methods of release or adjustment. I was unable to will myself to “stand up” I had some confusion occur, my lower body would not respond to my desire to stand up and walk up the stairs. I had a shudder of panic but was quick to do breathing i’ve practiced, Hana came to my aide but I am way to heavy for her to pull, but she did help tremendously, so I used my upper body, knuckles clenched, clawing the carpet and pushing up and holding myself while lifting my legs and pinning myself between back and toes on each step. It was only half a stair case, I was exhausted. Hana helped best she could too! A few minutes later after lying on the floor top of the stairs, Hana on my chest providing pressure, and performing her duties as my best friend and service animal, I realized how much back pain I was really in, and it was literally blocking the nervous system commands to the hips and lower.
When I realized this, and purposely connected with the pain that my brain auto blocks, and gave it space to communicate, I started deeply sobbing, and I gave it safe harbor. Next thing ya know I was wiggling my toes and bending my knees and a few minutes later of Hana’s absolute best crisis care anxiety panic attack warrior queen awesomeness carried me through to standing and through the day doing a lot of self care for my back and body including getting additional help from a new friend!
And so here I am today with Hana, celebrating being up, alive, breathing, and practicing kindness and radical acceptance and creating balance where it has been disrupted. I never know when it will happen or how long it will last.

and today, well, we danced a bit.
We LOVED the Universe and all of its inhabitants and spread millions of VOLTS OF KINDNESS EVERYWHERE!

Use it when you can. deeja

2 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

evLovEvoLve

Slay on! May the Fourth be with you. Truly she was a MAJOR Star Wars fan. She was wonderful and We will miss her so very much. Deepest condolences to their family and friends and to our community of Gems 💎 Jules worked diligently at her YT and volunteering and directly contributing to houseless from the channels earnings as well as supporting animal shelters and other community outreach programs. They also dedicated themselves to caring for Veterans as an LPN for the VA. Jules LOVED her child, their family and the wonder dog Thomas. Thank you for your friendship and support. Love ya. I promise to continue on my own path of self acceptance and self love and kindness. peace ☮️

4 days ago | [YT] | 3

evLovEvoLve

@deejaLove
Stay strong loves. Keep on shinin’ like the Gems you are!

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4 days ago | [YT] | 2

evLovEvoLve

It is with profound sadness to let you all know that our dear friend Jules has crossed the Rainbow Bridge.
Please call 988 if you are in crisis or seek grief counseling to help heal from this loss and celebrate Jules and her impact on our lives.
Long live the Queen!
@JulesGemsXArea5T1

www.dignitymemorial.com/obituaries/chula-vista-ca/…

5 days ago | [YT] | 7

evLovEvoLve

FB post about tragedy at Triathlon.
Very concerned this may be our beloved @JulesGemsXArea5T1
Bib 2306.

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

evLovEvoLve

FB Feed from San Diego Triathlon.
I have not been able to find out the identity.
Is this our missing friend? @JulesGemsXArea5T1
Bib #2306
Xterra Spring Sprint Mission Bay Triathlon San Diego CA May 4th 2026
Last seen May 3rd 2026 YT video loading up her gear.
She was competing in the “men’s” division.

‪@Yadira_Modzilla‬ ‪@Kathyoftheglade‬

www.facebook.com/share/p/1BvBqjJYre/

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

evLovEvoLve

Last post by our friend Jules.
@JulesGemsXArea5t1
I am still searching for them.
There is one report of a possible matching person passing May 4 2026 at the Triathlon. I am attempting to get more information.

youtube.com/shorts/-yalWDZSE6...

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

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Please support this channel and creator.

1 week ago | [YT] | 2