Finbarhawkes

https://youtu.be/5vF86DvQ-6s?si=XqH-K...
For vlogging content such as workouts, diet recipes, trying new athletic sports disciplines, learning instruments, a new language perhaps. Im basically going to try make up for the wasted last 5 years and want to really grow as a person and share my journey

3 months ago | [YT] | 42

Finbarhawkes

My best mate Cal has made this banger tune as a tribute to his Dad who passed this year. Please watch its 🔥🔥🔥🔥

6 months ago | [YT] | 10

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Ive started watching a ton of tutorials on nuclear craft and modular turrets etc so I can actually show off more stuff on streams and know what im doing. Might take me till the weekend but then ill do my birthday stream with a purpose and be able to show you all what the new series may have in store.

8 months ago | [YT] | 50

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Ill be streaming more this week and getting a proper routine going. Just went a little hard for my birthday and burned out a bit. Be back V soon

8 months ago | [YT] | 25

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Hey guys, appologies I didn't do a bday stream as I got a bad bug and was in bed most of yesterday.

Stream will be properly announced in a video with a schedule so I can get guests on and have a real show for you guys.

Slowly getting structure back to my life after literally 6 months of severe depression and often suicidal 2-3 days a week im now really turning a corner so bare with me.

Someone commented I blame my adhd on everything. I am going to make a video about my condition AuDHD which untreated and undiagnosed has caused everything good in my life to be ruined. Adhd gets drastically worse with age too which is why I struggle way more now than in the early volts days.

Hopefully, creating some awareness and really explaining it in detail will make people see how massive a disability adhd, autism, bi polar, bpd, ocd actually are. Especially combined conditions.

When I blame my adhd or mental health, its not an excuse, its a legitimate reason because if you had any of these conditions for just a month, you would begin to understand how hard it makes life.

All you neurocrazy gang I understand you and love you all, life is extra hard for us but keep going and keep working on yourself and never give up.

People with mental disabilities often have 0 confidence or self worth, so show some love to anyone struggling. Talk to your friends who are "weird or crazy" and try to understand them as they are no less human.

Empathy is an incredibly powerful ability and the whole world would be a lot brighter and happier if everyone could learn to feel and use empathy, the most powerful and important human ability.

Peace and love.
Youll see more of me soon

8 months ago | [YT] | 50

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David will be making a guest appearance via call on tonight's stream near the end at 10.30pm tune in

9 months ago | [YT] | 45

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I will aim to stream at least 4 days a week, mostly Friday to Sunday.
I would do it every day, but I really really struggle with the negative sides of adhd.
For example, today, I can't motivate myself to even eat or do anything. 0 enthusiasm doesn't exactly make for an exciting stream for you guys then I start to really hate myself when I do crap streams like yesterday.

I do apologise, and im trying to stay consistent and positive in all content I post even if that means its not every single day.

Recovering from a full year of depression and adhd/autistic burnout takes its toll, and it will be a while before I fully get back to myself, so please be with me. Good content is coming and will involve as many donators in content too...

So to be added to events and the discord channel simply right your discord username with the paypal donation to fndgames1@hotmail.com

Thank you for all your current support and I will keep cracking on and improving for you all

9 months ago | [YT] | 44

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My birthday stream will be in 2 weeks.
I want you to come up with things I must do if people donate X amount. For example for £5 I have to call peirs Morgan my idol and I love him and his views *barf*
Or for £20 my friend will egg me live

Please give me ideas of punishments or silly things you'd love to see me do!

It is not a begathon, its me wanting to entertain you all in a silly way while ensuring I can buy myself a nice birthday cake and some good buds.

I have decided something like if donations reach £500 total, ill get blazed outta my mind and play a horror game that will traumatise me as Im such a wimp with horror stuff. Unless you have better ideas?

It will be Saturday 18th and or Sunday 19th October for a good 4-5 hours and starting late so you Americans can join.

Please give me ideas for things I should do or be done to me for certain donations as its all for your enjoyment

9 months ago | [YT] | 43

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Stream will be live in 15 mins

9 months ago | [YT] | 15

Finbarhawkes

I got headphones and will be streaming from around 8pm gmt until quite late i hope. It will be Minecraft, be there or be square!

9 months ago | [YT] | 19