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I can't take it anymore, I love my boyfriend and well, I love all of you, I already texted him about everything I'm about to say.

I can't stand living anymore. I love you all. Horrible things happened today that simply took away any hope I had of things getting better. I'm so sorry.

2 months ago | [YT] | 90

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I posted my collab with my boyfriend btw 🫦

2 months ago | [YT] | 27

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I claim unchild btw 🫣

2 months ago | [YT] | 19

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Melanie Martinez was real when she wrote "The Vatican," and nobody can tell me otherwise

2 months ago | [YT] | 15

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Sorry guys, but did you know that Sidney only comes to my house to eat and gossip with my mom?

2 months ago | [YT] | 21

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FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

I am dyslexic.

And I want to make it very clear that Google tests and that sort of thing DO NOT MAKE YOU DYSLEXIC. You can't take a Google Q&A test, get an answer like "oh, you probably have dyslexia," and think it's REAL BRO. If you believe that, YOU ARE STUPID and NOT DYSLEXIC.
If you suspect you have dyslexia, the best thing to do is see a doctor, take REAL TESTS that PROVE you have dyslexia, and then post something about it, or better yet, DON'T POST.

Do you know how wrong it is to make a claim without certainty?
Criminal law states that claiming an illness without medical proof is a crime, and the legal guardian faces the consequences, So please, BE SENSIBLE.

And believe me, dyslexia isn't cute, it's awful, and it made me suffer a lot in school. Developing more slowly than all the other children around me, seeing everyone else read earlier than I could, And when I try to read, the words lose their meaning in my head and seem to escape me, and all the accents are more confusing to me than to anyone else. That's not cool. It's awful to be like this. I got used to it over time, and seeing someone think "OH, the Google search said I'm dyslexic, so it must be true, right?" FUCK YOU.

F U C K Y O U.

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 21

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I don't care if you're mad at me or if we agree on something or not, tomorrow I'll post our edit because we get our 3-month friendship anniversary on Friday ‪@demiskisses.ৎ‬​

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 15

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Guyssss, edit of Ningning today!

What do you like most?

2 months ago | [YT] | 10

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Hi, this is kind of serious, I know it's not my vibe, sorry.

Nowadays, a lot of ppl use the internet as a space to open up, vent, and show what they’re feeling, and that shouldn’t be judged. Not everyone has someone irl who rlly listens or gives them care. So when they find that space online, where they can talk w/o being ignored, it already makes a huge diff.

And there’s another point: a lot of ppl trust others online more, and that actually makes sense. It’s easier to find ppl the same age, going thru similar things and feeling the same insecurities. Sometimes a stranger gets u more than someone close. That connection creates a sense of comfort that many ppl don’t have irl.

Venting online isn’t “attention-seeking” in a bad way, it’s just a way to deal w/ heavy feelings. Everyone has their own way to express themselves, and the internet became one of those places. Instead of judging, it makes more sense to understand that, for a lot of ppl, this is the only place where they feel truly heard.

AND I SAY MORE.

In fandoms/communities, fights are pretty common , and most of the time, they’re unnecessary. A lot of drama starts over small things, pointless rivalries, or just ppl wanting to compete, and it only makes the space toxic for everyone. In the end, nobody rlly wins.

But not every fight is wrong. Sometimes, speaking up is necessary. When someone steals edits, spreads rumors, defames others, acts fake, or creates drama for no reason, staying silent just gives them more space to keep doing it. In those moments, calling it out and defending what’s right isn’t “drama”, It's having a limit and knowing how to respect it.

The difference is how it’s done. It doesn’t have to turn into hate, insults, or dragging ppl down. U can stand ur ground, point out the problem, and support whoever was affected w/o turning everything into chaos. Fighting for ego is pointless, but standing up for respect, truth, and what’s right, sometimes it’s necessary.

Whatever you're feeling, your Sidney here loves you so much, okay my little angel? 🤏🏻🩷

2 months ago | [YT] | 47

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If I disappear...I'm not in the shower in a crazy fanfiction where I am y/n....

2 months ago | [YT] | 14