𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

pin.it/5qspW4ahx ‪@willowspoet.ৎ‬
can you see this?

5 days ago | [YT] | 2

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

hi.
idk how to start this so im just gonna get right into it.

(start reading at the red hearts line if you don’t wanna hear the backstory
TW: death of a pet)

my dog bella has had cancer for months now and until 2 days ago she seemed pretty fine due to her chemotherapy

i woke up this morning, to my mom telling me that bella’s stomach was really bloated, and she’s taking her to the vet so i obviously went with her, when we arrived at the vet they made a scan of her stomach and she seemed to have water in her stomach,
after an ultrasound it was pretty clear that it wasn’t water, it was blood.

bella was bleeding from the inside and we had two options
taking her home and she’d die some time in the next 24 hours
or
putting her down and being able to say goodbye.

we obviously picked the second option

now bella is dead and i have no power for anything anymore

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

which is why im gonna take a break from youtube
i don’t know how long,
it might be a week, it might be 2 months.

my edit comp is paused until further notice
i’m sorry for everyone who entered


​⁠(‪@tortured.potterheadৎ‬
‪@Sh0rt_n_sw33t_n0th1ng‬
‪@dreamerxswiftie‬
‪@style-13-47‬
‪@TaysRecordPlayer‬
‪@billies.discoballღ‬
​⁠‪@NOT_ME_28‬
‪@Dicerollingdevil‬
‪@hoaxed.supernatural.ৎ‬
@my.regards3wp
‪@SaltAirSwiftie13ৎ‬
‪@percy06sodor14‬)

but i’m sure you can understand that i’m currently not able to do anything

ilyttmats 🌙🪐

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 20

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

live in 15 minutes!!

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

live in about 2 hours!!
(tagging people who commented on my post about going live:
‪@dreamerxswiftie‬ ‪@Graciecried21‬ ‪@tortured.potterheadৎ‬ ‪@tortured.potterhead2.0‬ ‪@wildeyeswift‬ )

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

should i go live today?
(streaming times in bio)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

does anyone remember when i used to go live,
should i do that again?

tagging some people:
‪@miqnxghts‬ ‪@wildeyeswift‬ ‪@SaltAirSwiftie13ৎ‬ ‪@tortured.potterheadৎ‬ ‪@hoaxed.supernatural.ৎ‬ ‪@dropdeqd‬ ‪@Krazy-Kitten13‬ ‪@Rightwereyouleftme13‬ ‪@Graciecried21‬ ‪@dreamerxswiftie‬ ‪@Bubble_edits143‬ ‪@TaysRecordPlayer‬ ‪@Livs.memoriesৎ‬ ‪@style-13-47‬ ‪@dxmitraৎ‬ ‪@sequinsareforeverৎ‬ ‪@showgirl.swiftie.13ৎ‬ ‪@Midnight-swiftieDM‬

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 15

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

OMG WHAT THE HELL
mobile.capcutshare.com/sv2/ZSQjtaryU/

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 5

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

sweetener 🤝 debut
when it comes to a tour setlist

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

𝑰𝒅𝒂⸆⸉🎧ྀི (on a break)

‪@miqnxghts‬ ur live got taken down 😭

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 5