ZARICON - Invidious

hello yall, this will be a long story, if you are interested in my life and take the time to read this, I would be very grateful.

I know I didn't post for 1 month, and my last edits were not very complicate, and there is a reason. It finally happened, we broke up.

There was a girl, we were together for almost half a year(I mentioned her in 2 of my edits). In our relationship, she was the one who thought about the future, who asked things like "we will be together forever, right?" "You won't unlove me after summer, right?" and stuff like that. I am the type of person who doesn't think about the future in that way a lot, but with her, I started to think about that too. and some days after I asked some dumb questions about marrying and shit, she started to get cold.

She started to get cold 1 month ago, I realized it instantly, but everytime I asked her about that, she said "everything's ok", and it went like that for 2 weeks, this whole time I thought, what's wrong? what have I done? does she still loves me? after 2 weeks I was the one asking if she wants a break(I thought about that some time ago) and she said yes. And after 2 weeks of break, I was the one asking what will we do next, she didn't want to answer directly, but in the end, she said she wanna break up(everything happened on social media messages).

short time after she went cold I thought about my life, what should I do if we break up, I hava no one else to talk to(except my friends), and I was thinking about quitting editing. Now, I got a little over the breakup, I don;t feel as sad as when she said we need to break up.

The reason(that she told me) is that we are going to unniversity now, and we will be in different countries, and she said that it will be hard to maintain a relationship on distance(btw she was the one who said that distance is not a problem for relationships, but a challange, and she is the one who surrendered, how sarcastic)

I'm not angry to her, I am dissapointed, she was the one who thought about us on future and about our relationship, and as soon as I started to think that way too, she began to distance herself, and that really makes me feel "sad".

That's almost all I had to say, thank you to BBN. ‪@LofieSama‬ and ‪@Darkosae‬ , my friends who supported me in my 2 lives(as an editor, and as a human).

My next edit will be a collaboration, and I can say that I am cooking🤫

If you have read till that point, thank you, you can dm me your opinion about this situation, or leave a comment, I will be greatful.

9 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

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ZARICON

yo, open collab is coming next week, because I have exam this week, so, I thought on 2 songs, you choose

1st one
https://youtu.be/Wycqjk6-D_k?si=UFO5E...

2nd one
https://youtu.be/tvSBkLdHojQ?si=LWtWN...

2 years ago | [YT] | 6

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ZARICON

support this guy, he is making a very good work, he de
❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

2 years ago | [YT] | 6

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ZARICON

yo guys, thank you so much for 1k subscribers, I appreciate it a lot😭❤️‍🔥

idk yet what should I do for 1k special, but I think I'll do an oc, also sorry for inactivity, I am just busy with school, but I'll return soon

Thank you one more time🥳😁