JanEl1sher - Invidious

JanEl1sher

Luke 1:37 "For with God nothing shall be impossible."

Hello to all of my dear viewers! I am Jan Elisher, I hope y'all have a very nice day. If you enjoy my content, please consider subscribing. That would help myself get motivated to make more entertaining videos for you all. Thank you for your love and support.

Milestone:
8/25/2024 - 1K subs
5/15/2026 - 10K subs

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JanEl1sher

HOLY 😭😭

2 days ago | [YT] | 46

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kinda busy fr

1 week ago | [YT] | 39

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I'm not saying I can only play minecraft

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 19

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(You may or may not read all of this)

It has been a rough day but I'm okay... (for now) and uhh... I'm back at my house btw, and I'm helping my mom with the heavy and light chores (still having arguments tho). I'll continue grinding and achieve my dreams in life and survive on my own. Just know, I'll make it out someday. (maybe)

And if you're wondering, why am I sharing this on public?
Is it because I want to make my parents the "cause" of my suffering and make them as the villain?... No.

-Reasons:

Firstly, it's because I have no one to share my story with... my problems, my life, my ups and downs, I don't trust my parents, not even my relatives... because they DON'T listen, and will view me as "always wrong" which is partly true tho. I make mistakes and I know that. (they all despised me because of my past issues and arguments)

How about my friends? Well, they don't seem to understand, all they want to see and hear is the "happy" part of me... Some, just don't want to include me because they don't want to be included which I understand. Some, just don't care.

Second, because I've been in this type of situation A LOT of times for 12 years (I'm 16)... Since 4, I've been despised by my whole family (relatives, and grandparents) just because of being a naughty kid (you know, hyper active, noisy and non-behaving attitude) and they didn't like it.

aside from being despised, I also got trauma from parent issues (violent actions that lead my mom to separate from my dad and moved to multiple places) which is why she's being strict to me she also had anxiety from surgery. and with that, she's hot-tempered and hits me (pls don't hate her) for being "wrong." In which, in my perspective... I'm right

One event is when I started youtube and i need her verifications so that youtube can transfer me the money, she got mad because she thinks it's a scam and we ended up fighting (yes, I fight back, I know it's wrong but I can't control my anger issues sometimes) and yeah, my aunt convinced her to allow me... so yeah, I got the money and ended up buying her the dinner (my post).

So that's it for the reasons, I have no one to trust with, and I need some release instead of doing another su**ide attempts.

Anyways, enough with the negative talk, let's talk about me, and why I started youtube and a little bit of my history.

I am Jan Elisher Paglinawan (yeah I used my real name as my youtube channel because why not? lol.)
I'm 16 (not telling you my bday)
My talents are... not to brag but I literally have a lot of "common" talents (some were supported by my mom and some weren't — the phone usage.)

-instruments (guitar, violin, piano)
-sports (chess, math competitions and badminton)
-speedcubing
-editting (video and photo)
-drawing and painting
-I'm interested in Cybersec, networking, and programming
-I also love to make my own game and website for my blog (still learning tho)
-youtubing (current)
-gaming (which is the most common reason for arguments hehe.)
-carpenting works

And for my youtube, when and why I started...
I started my content in June 2024, I started as a codm content, not minecraft yet... well it's just some unclean, unedited (low quality) footage of gaming, and chaos :>

So, I moved on to minecraft and DANG 900 views? i gotta grind, and yeah, I gained more than just it.

Why I started youtube... Honestly, I didn't start youtube because I wanted to and is my passion... I did it because of desperation.

back when I was 12, an argument with my mom hit because of my immaturity and lack of self-control (too much gadget usage and addicted to Minecraft.)

and yeah, she said, "how can u feed yourself with you games." and I sarcastically replied, "youtube."

at 14, another argument hit and she basically said the same thing... so that's when I started my youtube to prove my point

at 16, I basically did proved it... After I left the house for 3 days, that money from my YT channel actually fed me bbq and snacks, bought my own bag, clothes, writing materials...

so that's basically it... it started from desparation into a passion that made me who I am right now. Even tho my channel is small and not "stable" it's a proof that my hardwork actually pays off

My last message to you guys, "never stop believing. only if you know the consequences..." If you made this far, Thank you for listening to a part of my story. I love you all.

1 month ago | [YT] | 16

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I hate my mom, she took my phone... take control over my account... attempting to change my password... told me to leave the house... i left the house, packed my things inside my bag... I took my money from my youtube income and i somehow logged inside this account using the backup codes i wrote and rn im in a computer shop... Bedwars video will be delayed.

1 month ago | [YT] | 35

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My capcut pro will expire tomorrow so I decided to make my own custom presets and UIs for my own branding and for the best of your experience... I actually know how to do motion graphs and I'm kinda lazy to do it... But since I love you guys, I WILL DO IT for you guys. Love you all, and God Bless.