So I was studying for the chemistry exam. And there were some mathematical things.
My mom asked me about an equation. I couldn't really remember it correctly. I said most of the equation correctly from my memory but I was hesitating a bit for the next part.
The next part of the equation was to divide by 100. But I couldn't remember that. Instead I thought it had a square or something and said "10²"
She slapped me really really hard two times on my left cheek.
After a moment she said: “Wait, 10² means 100”
I said “Did you think it's 1000?”
Then she started slapping me again saying “WHY DID YOU MAKE A MISTAKE WHY WHY WHY?”
Later in that study session I don't really remember much about the lesson but I think it was about atomic masses.
She told me to say the formula of relative atomic mass.
I said the formula correctly, but at the end I forgot to say relative. So basically I even said atomic mass but didn't say the relative on the front.
She brought her first up and tried to punch me in the face. I tried to protect myself with my left hand. But there was a pen in her hand. Without it's cap on.
Suddenly the pen...
How do I explain it in a good way...
"Injured my hand"
It left a trail of red ink and.. another red thing. Both red.
It's on my left hands lower knuckle of my index finger. I can still see it while typing.
Do I need to explain how much it hurts?
It hurts a lot.
You know, my mom isn't all that bad. She is not nearly as aggressive to me in ordinary life as she is while I'm studying. It feels like study is the one and only reason to be living. If we fail at memorizing, we deserve to die. But she's a nice person. She gives me food and.. water.
Warning: this post mentions so.e really nasty stuff. Read at your own risk.
So you probably know how sick I currently am. I've been coughing a lot, my whole body shakes from it, my back hurts when I cough. I'm sneezing. A lot of the time the snot comes out with blood. My head also hurts.
I was taking a nap and I suddenly realized I'm gonna puke. I got up and before I knew it.
I vomited all over my bed.
Like not even a tiny bit.
All of the food I had eaten.
It just all came out.
It felt so horrible.
When I sneeze pieces of food come out of my nose.
There is also a huge rainstorm at my place. The whole school is flooded. The rain has caused my room to flood and it's not stopping at all. I slipped and fell too after waking up. This rainstorm is so bad the power often goes out a lot.
This post is being scheduled at July 6th when this happened. I'm scheduling this to be posted later (when you are currently seeing it)
So I have a fever. My head hurts. I feel really weak. I've started coughing and sneezing. It hasn't even been two months since I had an extremely bad fever and now I'm having another one. Oh yeah, both of them happened around the same time as MY EXAMS.
I'm coughing and every now and then some sort of brown slimy goo comes out it's sometimes a little transparent but almost always has some pinkish or red drops of blood mixed in it. I also see that my snot has blood in it.
Tokeibooks
Can you PWEEEEEESE draw yourself (your persona, fursona, or your OC representing you) on the left character? 👉👈
I genuinely worked so hard to make my part cute looking. I'd be so happy if you drew yourself on the second one! It would look sooo cute!!!🥺
Please?
Also please repost or tag me if you do it!!! <3
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So I was studying for the chemistry exam. And there were some mathematical things.
My mom asked me about an equation. I couldn't really remember it correctly. I said most of the equation correctly from my memory but I was hesitating a bit for the next part.
The next part of the equation was to divide by 100. But I couldn't remember that. Instead I thought it had a square or something and said "10²"
She slapped me really really hard two times on my left cheek.
After a moment she said:
“Wait, 10² means 100”
I said “Did you think it's 1000?”
Then she started slapping me again saying “WHY DID YOU MAKE A MISTAKE WHY WHY WHY?”
Later in that study session I don't really remember much about the lesson but I think it was about atomic masses.
She told me to say the formula of relative atomic mass.
I said the formula correctly, but at the end I forgot to say relative.
So basically I even said atomic mass but didn't say the relative on the front.
She brought her first up and tried to punch me in the face. I tried to protect myself with my left hand. But there was a pen in her hand. Without it's cap on.
Suddenly the pen...
How do I explain it in a good way...
"Injured my hand"
It left a trail of red ink and.. another red thing. Both red.
It's on my left hands lower knuckle of my index finger. I can still see it while typing.
Do I need to explain how much it hurts?
It hurts a lot.
You know, my mom isn't all that bad. She is not nearly as aggressive to me in ordinary life as she is while I'm studying. It feels like study is the one and only reason to be living. If we fail at memorizing, we deserve to die. But she's a nice person. She gives me food and.. water.
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Whenever I want to vent there is absolutely nobody in real life who I can vent to openly.
My mom always expects me to tell her everything in my life but I just can't.
She hates the concept of self harm a lot.
Whenever I even mention something similar to it she doesn't even bother calming me down or saying anything nice. Instead she actually gets really mad.
When I share of my thoughts that end up having anything suicidal she starts beating me up like crazy.
She screams like an animal and mauls me.
She says in a threatening tone, “DONT YOU EVEN THINK OF THAT ”
Meanwhile she's also physically and mentally breaking me apart.
When I get an answer to a question wrong in maths for example, I say, “Im sorry mom, I'll not get it wrong next time please forgive me.”
She responds “You are not forgiven”
“Then punish me.”
“Your punishme is that you'll be a falliure in life.”
“Punish me by taking my worthless life then..”
**Proceeds to physically and mentally harm me**
That's a usual shift of topic when I get an answer wrong. I can't even tell her what I feel. Even if I do, I can't hope she'll try to fix them.
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I love eating leftovers :)
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Warning: this post mentions so.e really nasty stuff. Read at your own risk.
So you probably know how sick I currently am.
I've been coughing a lot, my whole body shakes from it, my back hurts when I cough. I'm sneezing. A lot of the time the snot comes out with blood. My head also hurts.
I was taking a nap and I suddenly realized I'm gonna puke. I got up and before I knew it.
I vomited all over my bed.
Like not even a tiny bit.
All of the food I had eaten.
It just all came out.
It felt so horrible.
When I sneeze pieces of food come out of my nose.
There is also a huge rainstorm at my place. The whole school is flooded. The rain has caused my room to flood and it's not stopping at all. I slipped and fell too after waking up. This rainstorm is so bad the power often goes out a lot.
This post is being scheduled at July 6th when this happened. I'm scheduling this to be posted later (when you are currently seeing it)
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Mother, what's the meaning of life?
The meaning of life is to study.
.....
And what after?
Pass the exam, get a job, have a family and live happily ever after.
...
That's it?
Yes.
What if someone doesn't want to study?
What?
What if someone just wants to have fun with other things?
Than their lives are pointless.
.....
If life means this suffering than I refuse to life through this hell.
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So I have a fever. My head hurts. I feel really weak. I've started coughing and sneezing. It hasn't even been two months since I had an extremely bad fever and now I'm having another one. Oh yeah, both of them happened around the same time as MY EXAMS.
I'm coughing and every now and then some sort of brown slimy goo comes out it's sometimes a little transparent but almost always has some pinkish or red drops of blood mixed in it. I also see that my snot has blood in it.
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He will return one day
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WHERE DID THE LIKE BUTTON GO WTF
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