Bianca Exciana

Ive been speeding through the volumes of this, its so easy to read yet the concepts remain deep and exciting.

1 month ago | [YT] | 128

Bianca Exciana

What have you done in your life to improve your writing abilities? I started reading some books on psychology and I've been learning a lot of new words because of it. So far prior to this writing has helped a lot, however I can only go so far with the knowledge that I know so I'm trying to expand. Any books, authors or fields that have helped you in this endeavor?

1 month ago | [YT] | 139

Bianca Exciana

Life update: Ive been making an attempt to cut out bread, pasta and rice from my diet which is relatively easy. However its so hard to lose weight at my height level. T____T
I tried doing keto for 2 months but the lack of carbohydrates was making it so that I couldnt sleep anymore for 2 weeks straight at one point.

I think my traumatic childhood has been making it so that my body holds on to more visceral fat than it would normally. Im slowly working on that as well.

I have a pull up bar that i leave on my door so that I can do a pull up when I pass by.

Things are progressing and thats all that matters!

Side note: its so easy to just eat keto or zero sugar desserts that taste almost identical to the real thing nowadays so consuming sugar feels pointless. I just made a zucchini chocolate cake with some oat flour, allulose and keto chocolate chips. It was sooooooo good.

1 month ago | [YT] | 211

Bianca Exciana

Ever had to contend with the feeling of killing your old self to be able to house the new way that you see life? I think if healthily done it feels more like integration and its something I deal with quite often. Maybe i should make a video about that. 💡

1 month ago | [YT] | 171

Bianca Exciana

Hello everyone. A small update for you guys. I spent a lot of cozy time at my desk the last couple of days finishing up my writing. I had to do a deep dive on the current meta of psychology regarding autism and trauma and the general consensus of what people are up to date with nowadays. It was quite frustrating to say the least, it definitely feels as if objectivity has taken a step back in favor of identify politics which should never be the case in the search for objectivity and truth. The human mind is a vastly complex mechanism that we have barely scratched the surface of in understanding, to add finalities due to a certain population of people who have no actual official criterias is just going to take us longer to get to actually helping people. Its like letting religious fanatics dictate how to run society and that definitely was not working out very well for us, now was it?

1 month ago | [YT] | 157

Bianca Exciana

Hello everyone. I was inspired by my one of my favorite youtubers to start doing posts and treat it sort of like a diary. I have a lot to say all the time but im entirely disorganized with where I want to begin and thats one of my biggest problems. Im currently working on 10 different projects at once and filming them all before I start releasing them again. I will be touching up on topics about psychology, mental health, autism , anime, philosophy and some daily life stuff. I basically plan on restructuring my entire brand "exciana" under one single identifiable look and aesthetic so that I can become more recognizable.

1 month ago | [YT] | 124

Bianca Exciana

Hey everyone! I've just dropped a new cosplay reel on my chanmel that I'm incredibly excited to share with you all. This particular video means the world to me—having access to such a vast, open space surrounded by breathtaking scenery truly allowed my creativity. Through this reel, I wanted to express my deep appreciation for the natural world—the lush plants and serene landscapes that inspire me daily. I believe there's profound beauty and meaning everywhere we look, if only we take a moment to notice. Hope you enjoy this little piece of my heart! ❤️

1 year ago | [YT] | 347

Bianca Exciana

Hey, it turns out I can't post my room tour until i return home because I'm missing some footage so I'm going for plan B and working on something else for now! The room tour will be up the moment I'm home. (:

1 year ago | [YT] | 109

Bianca Exciana

Hi guys, the next video should be up tomorrow. So excited for this one!

1 year ago | [YT] | 83

Bianca Exciana

Hi guys!! My next video is basically ready but I wanted to wait till mid day to post it. See you all then!!

1 year ago | [YT] | 107