Hey, I'm Mathi!! :]
I'm a reader and aspiring author with an interest in psychology and neurodivergence! I love fantasy, specifically urban fantasy. Additionally, I love ducks and seals, and I actually have 3 ducks.
Some of my favourite books and series:
- The House of Devils by Kayla Edwards
- The Chaosverse by Melissa K Roehrich
(Lady of Darkness, Legacy, and Avonleya series)
- Moth Dark by Kika Hatzopoulou
- The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V.E. Schwab
- Red City by Marie Lu

Profile picture: Sascia from Moth Dark (parallel.journeys on Instagram)
Formerly InsidersInsight :]


Mathi 🌌

Tagged by: β€ͺ@Meg_Books7‬ Β 
Characters I relate to the most: Vivien Featherswallow; Sascia and Nugau (Moth Dark); Iris Winnow; Sam (Red City)
Favourite book: either The Invisible Life of Addie Larue or City of Lies and Legends
Book that got (back) me into reading: They Both Die At The End, One of Us is Lying, The Beautiful Dead
Book I recommend to everyone: Moth Dark, Six of Crows, Wild Reverence
(Thank you for tagging me!! 🫢🫢)

5 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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You can't make up asteria dropping "YOU CAN'T HIDE" and Britney releasing "Hate_Me!" with an art of her covered face in the same night lmao

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

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New video out tonight at 5pm GMT =]

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

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First new video is coming out TOMORROW at 5pm GMT. It's different to my normal content, but these are the styles of video to expect moving forward. Hope you check it out, it would mean a lot - II πŸ’™

Edit: the video disappeared πŸ’€

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

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Uhm...
I just wanted to say that this wasn't a vent, because apparently YT staff consider my video to be a sign I'm not doing well?? This was also ten months ago, idk why they've done this now
Also, hi, I'm sorry I still haven't posted. I'm kinda completely burnt out. I've been working on a drawing behind the scenes, which I'll post if I ever finish it. And I'll also post a 2024 reading recap at some point?

To add to that, I'm going to try posting some stuff about my OCs again, but this time with a new cast. I still love the old characters, but the ones that will be in my videos more often were created with a clearer vision and idea.
Hope you guys are doing well, hopefully I won't disappear for two months again - II πŸ’™

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

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IMPORTANT! ⚠️

Hello everyone!
I know that my videos have been extremely lacking in frequency lately, and I'm so incredibly sorry for that. I'll explain a bit more about what my plans are in my next video, I promise.
But the long story short is I'm burnt out. For about a year, I made edits every week. It might not be awfully difficult, but it's draining to balance around everything else.

Again, I'm sorry for my absence. I don't plan on quitting, however weekly uploads will likely not be possibly for a good while. Once more, further updates on what's happening will be made public on Saturday (maybe Sunday idk?)

Thank you so much for your patience β€”
InsidersInsight πŸ’™

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

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I didn't even realise it, but today's edit marks the day I've made 100 edits. Thank you so much for all the support, and I'm just glad that I can see improvement over the least (almost) two years πŸ˜…

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

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Hello! I'm going to try and get a video out today, but it won't be at 5pm BST if I do. Will keep you updated! πŸ‘

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

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Hey guys,
I'm working on a video for tomorrow. I'm so sorry that there wasn't a video last week. I won't lie, I just kinda.. forgot 😭
Anyway, it also won't be an edit of any sort of anime or animation in general, so I anticipate it underperforming. If you get the notification, please show it some love. I've taken a while trying to get the colouring on it to be a bit nicer than what I usually do =]

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

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Right, hello hello hello! I'm going to be on hiatus for two weeks. I'm out of ideas for any videos, and I won't be able to make a video next week either. I should be back on Saturday June 22nd. I apologise for being gone so often lately. After my exams, I'll have about two or three months where I have much more time.
Thank you for your support - Mathi / II 🫢

2 years ago | [YT] | 1