Ex-Fundie Diaries

Hi! Welcome to Ex-Fundie Diaries!

My name is Elly, and I grew up homeschooled in a fundamentalist christian family. At age 23, I began deconstructing my faith, which led me to eventually reject christianity all together. Along the way, I started therapy, got a C-PTSD diagnosis, discovered I am bisexual, and developed an entire new worldview.

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I grew up a worship pastor’s kid, cleaning up amps and keyboards

1 year ago | [YT] | 30

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Sitting bisexually since 1998 🩷💜💙🌈✨

2 years ago | [YT] | 413

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AAAHHHHHH!!!! WHAT!?!?! 😭😍🥹

youtube.com/shorts/hXcPfj8klM...

2 years ago | [YT] | 37

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As promised, here is my antidepressants update!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emQIb...

2 years ago | [YT] | 44

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You all are some of the kindest, most encouraging folks on the internet. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your thoughtful, generous comments on my most recent video. I am overwhelmed and grateful 🥹 Sending so many air hugs and good wishes back your way! ❤️

2 years ago | [YT] | 570

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My first TikTok in honor of my first Pride:

www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8JK4B33/

2 years ago | [YT] | 153

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Further watching for Shiny Happy People! Liz grew up in IBLP and shares some of her experiences in this illuminating reaction video:

2 years ago | [YT] | 77

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It’s been a while since my last Q&A. Please put your questions down below, and I’ll answer some of them in an upcoming video! 🌻📖

3 years ago | [YT] | 134

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I'm so glad the algorithm suggested this video to me! Sharing for anyone else who might be interested. As always... fuck purity culture!!

3 years ago | [YT] | 131