Sooooo, uuuuhh, this YT channel is a mess.

Been here for like, 10 years.

It's been nothin' but a cavalcade of fuck ups, oof

Ya learn as you go, they always say.

Hope you enjoy this dumb, dumb, mess of a channel


ChibiGissy

Heya-ho! So, I have debated with myself on whether or not, I'd make a community post or YT video about it but I've decided to make a community post first before I make a proper YT video about it.

Anyways, ya'll remember the Myon Myon Meme Douga MAP I tried to host around 6 to 7 years ago? Yeah, It's no secret that this bloody Multi Animator Project is cancelled. No matter, there is just no way it would be complete under current circumstances. And I won't lie, it does kinda sting a lil' because I used to have the reputation of having completed maps. But it is what is is.

I know there are some folks who usually try to re-host incomplete multi animator projects and while I know it's a double edge sword (especially if they do it too soon and don't have the host's permission) but I will say this:

If you want to Re-host the Myon Myon Meme Douga MAP and do it better than I did years back, you have my blessing because holy shit, I did not host that project well.

One a more positive note of multi animator projects, if you been keeping up with the Fanime Realm YouTube Channel (which shouldn't be hard, I was ass with uploading until recently), you'll know that I am hosting Fanime MAP with the song that was used for one a decade ago, World Go Boom! If you are a part of the Fanime community with a favorite fanime (or at the very least, you like my works from Eva Charat Staff. :3c), the MAP call is right here (as of this post, 15 parts) are open:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xx-LO...

I know it's weird that I am using a song that has already been used for a fanime related map but here are the reason why I went with this at all:

1. The host for the older map has it unlisted (as well as disabling comments for it) and probably wants to move on from fanime as a whole.

2. Because of that, as well as a fact it has been over a decade since that map was release, I think it's fair game to try this song again! ^-^

So yeah, if you wanna join, this is multi animator project is for you!! :D (Please read the rules though, just to be safe!)

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

ChibiGissy

Heya-ho, it has been a while since I made an update post on THIS channel. I was very much focused with stuff with the Eva Charat Staff channel. ^^; Anyways, I hope ya'll had a good Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa , Solstice, Decemberween, etc.

And more importantly, I hope that despite everything, you had at least a decent year.

This year has been.... very much a god damn roller coaster. However, instead of boring you to tears with a long ass paragraph that I usually done for all of the previous year end recaps, I have decided that a short fuckass video would help get straight to the point:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0AgB...

There are some things worth noting that have forgot put in the fuckass videos

1. In terms of positives, an old friend of mine and I have reconciled after years of not talking to one another and we both follow each other on Instagram now. :D

2. In terms of negatives.. uhhh... Well some plans I initially had for own of my previous fanime went down the toilet. But at the very least, I reached the acceptance stage and decided to plan something else which is a lil' less ambitious for me to deal with.

Art Fight was a kinda mixed bag this year. I mostly had fun with it, don't get me wrong but it does kinda feel bad when there is more art of the designated background character than the main character of The Mage of Silence for this past year's Art Fight. But that's is just me feeling a lil' hung up for something small, I'll fully admit to that.

But yeah, that is all I wanna bring up!

What do I hope for 2026?

My hopes (In terms of creative projects):

- I get more episodes of TMoS out this year (I don't wanna expect to finish it in this year because that'd be crazy)

- Working on Gissymation the Series for the Weekly Challenge (^^^ And this is why)

- Things going well for the 2026 Fanime Weekly Challenge (which I'll host on the FR YT channel)

- Actually getting the ball rolling FOR the FR YT. (Like on god)

- Work on some smaller non-fanime projects in-between

What I expect:

- *Same shit, Different Toilet* (neutral alignment)

It's no secret that I don't know how much I can suspect in the hopes section for 2026, given how these past few years have been. That said, I don't wanna expect too much downer shit (hence the "neutral alignment") because while there were some stressful shit that happened within this year, I cannot lie and say there weren't any good moments... because there were. :') It's just the bad moments were *really* bad.

Anyways, with that said, I hope ya'll have a good new years eve and let's hope for the best for 2026. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

5 months ago | [YT] | 1

ChibiGissy

Heya-ho! It's been awhile since I wrote my last community post. Well, here's one that is related to what I had bitched about a couple of months back.

It's about HitFilm, to the surprise of nobody.

To give a long ass story short:

- I noticed that my version of HitFilm was downgraded from Creator to the Free version
- I contacted whatever is left of FXHome.
- Did what I was directed to do.
- But Given that I tried that thing that would've helped me keep HitFilm Pro, it just ended up making HitFilm on this computer bricked and unusable.

So yeah, complete and utter annoyance right there. :/ Part of me was kinda my fault because of the circumstances I had put myself through.

That said, not all hope is lost as:

1. HitFilm on my much older gaming laptop (with the license to my other email), works fine.

2. If I were to get a new computer, I can just install HitFilm there with the email that has HitFilm Creator

3. In the meantime, I have a cracked version HitFilm Pro installed on this current laptop, as a back up for when I wanna do my work flow for videos and fanime.

I know some folks will be worried about the fact that I am using a pirated software but listen:

A. If HitFilm is abandoned and there is no way to legally use it for those with no FXHome accounts or in my position, then it's fine

B. I'm in the fanime community, almost half of the people I knew from there either pirated Adobe Premiere or Sony Vegas. (Especially the latter, like it would be easier to count how many people have it legally)

So yeah, TL;DR:
HitFilm on this computer is bricked (kinda my fault) but only on this computer HitFilm is on the other computer with my other email is fine.
I will use that, as well as a cracked version of HitFilm Pro for this computer for the time being.

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

ChibiGissy

Finished recording audio for a video! It's for a Solo-Podcast I have been wanting to do for a while now.

Oh yeah, I guess semi-official announcement, I want to do Solo-Podcasts in a way. The Void Talk Video was kinda a psudo-pilot in a way.

Reason why I have been thinking of wanting to do a Solo-Podcast for a bit is because while I like the interactivity of livestreaming, especially on Twitch, the technological situation is kinda wearing me down. Mainly:

1. Livestreaming on laptops have not been the greatest, at least in my experience. :(

2. The internet connection can range from okay to straight up ass at points and sometimes on a flip of a dime. I hate it and I get a little *too* upset about that . >.<;;;

So yeah, luck is not on my side when it comes to streaming so Podcasting might be my best option. <<;;; But hey, it's not too bad! Podcasts have been around long before YouTube and the medium for it is still going strong to this day. So clearly something is there!! :D

But yeah, new video coming soon.

2 years ago | [YT] | 3

ChibiGissy

Getting a true ending of a game is suffering but it is worth it

2 years ago | [YT] | 1

ChibiGissy

Now onto the silly art zone

Been using the Retro Effects filter I got from the Clip Studio Asset Store. And for this particular "screenshot", I used a retro anime color palette as well. ^^

Also, help AMF, she has to deal with horror media. ;w;

2 years ago | [YT] | 3

ChibiGissy

Final update before I go back into the silly posting (as well as making videos)

Things are relatively calm at the moment. My mom is hoping we would move out around April since that is basically around the Spring time. She feels that the the Winter time would be far too brutal to move.

I have set up a donation goal on my Ko-Fi (which has been reach and I am very thankful for that!!) because during two weeks ago (and a week before that time period), things got super bad and it caused me to be in a worse mind space than I already was.

Full disclosure, I am doing alright now. I think the whole thing has caused me to be more cynical of certain things (which I won't get into for this post.) but that's about it, really. I'll try to be fine.

I'll go back into production during certain videos in the meantime and who knows, I'll probably start up another Q&A. :0

Anyways, that's all I want to bring up. Hope ya'll have a good one and please, take care of yourselves.

2 years ago | [YT] | 1

ChibiGissy

Update from my last post:

it turns out that my mom's boyfriend is "trying to be nice" by giving some nice surprises and thinking of giving us the house in 6 months. Tbh, we all can smell the manipulation and bullshit that he is puking out. Not to mention, we also know that "him acting nice" isn't going to last. (which is why looking for houses is sort of on hold at the moment)

I know one thing that would be the breaking point is if my sister (the eldest one that is living on her own) would ask my mom's help to take care of her kids because if there is one thing that my mom's boyfriend is super bitchy about, it's the fact that my sister always asks for help taking care of her kids (while also hypercritically preaching about the "importance of family" under that same breath.). At the time of me posting about this: it hasn't happened yet but I'll keep ya'll updated.

At the moment, we are going along with him, on the vain hopes that once he starts to act like a monster again, that is when we'll start looking for houses once more and might end up shooting for the winter time for us to move, which will be a tough time but honestly, it would be worth it if it means getting out of this situation.

Sorry that I followed one serious post with another but I do want to give a bit of an update in regards to the situation before I go back to making videos and some of the more sillier community posts.

2 years ago | [YT] | 3

ChibiGissy

Heya. A bit of a serious update:

Sooo, there is probably a chance that my family and I are going to be moving out of the home we are currently living in as of this post. TL;DR, my mom's boyfriend is a verbally abusive asshole who expects us to be exactly what he envisioned a "perfect family" to be and we're all bloody sick of it.

That said, I know that housing is very expensive at the moment and that is what kinda worries me. Like we all want to more out as soon as possible (Mid October is our earliest goal but if not we might settle on November) but it's going to be tough since everything is so expensive and while we expected that some things are going to be cut, it's still going to be tough.

I was initially thinking of setting up a GoFundMe to help us get a good amount of money, since that involves donating but my sister is not really into the idea, feeling that the vibe of the internet is not too empathetic.

But I still want to make some money in order to help out, so I thought about a couple of things.

One is making a donation goal on my Ko-Fi for something like this. The others is setting up an new commissions sheet or make more adopts for people to buy.

What do ya'll think I should do?

2 years ago | [YT] | 1