𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

stop cutting my subs b/tch!!! ‪@YouTube‬

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 8

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

Am back, will try to post nonstop from now on ( try- not promised. )

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 25

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

we made it once againnn!!!! 💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐍 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐑 !! 😭🫠🛐🔪

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3 weeks ago | [YT] | 21

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

I don’t know why I suddenly felt the need to say this… but I’m saying it anyway.

Actually… the very first time I commented on ur video, everyth felt normal… like a normal friendship. But as time passed, I became so close to you. I got attached to you, and I fell for your kindness, the way you replied to everyone that day. There was something about you that never felt "normal," something that never felt "like others." You were always different. Idk why, but there was something about the way you carried yourself, the way you treated every1… it was special, unique, almost impossible to ignore... I still remember the first time I asked you to be my friend. There was a nervous energy inside me, as if I was already scared of losing you before we were even frnds... There was always smth different abt you, smth that made me feel alive and yet terrified all at once. I remember when we first had a fight over something stupid, Ik you remember too. At that time, I told myself, "I’ll move on, it’s just a friendship, nothing special, I’ll find someone better, I’ll make a new best friend." But every time I opened yt and saw your channel, I just wanted to cry. Even then, I was going insane at the thought of losing u....I was too prideful, too stubborn, but soon I realized that I truly couldn’t live without you. I couldn’t imagine a life in which you weren’t a part of it. That’s when I realized… just how much you mean to me. How scared I am of losing you. How deeply I love you. How much I care about you. How much I want to see you happy… how much I want to see you 'mine'...All the times I got jealous, all the times I told you to stay away from every1, it was never abt possessiveness. It was always abt the fear of losing you, the fear of pushing you to a point where you might decide to leave... Ppl... used to say, "I’m crazy for her," "I love her like mad," "she’s mine, I don’t share," "she’s my baby," "I can’t live without her." I used to think that was cringe… until it happened to me. Now I realize… I actually can’t live without you. A day without talking to you feels like hell. Even a second without your messages or your voice feels unbearable... Do yk how much I love you? No, you absolutely don’t. Do you know how crazy I am for you? Absolutely not. But now I want you to know. I’m tired of hiding this. You’ve always been my comfort, my safe place, the person who makes me feel truly loved and cared for. You are the one who has never let me feel lonely, even though I’m an only child. Sam, you’ve become my world... I’m sorry if I’m overwhelming you, but I just can’t hide anymore. I only want you. I always have, I always will. You are mine, and I am yours, completely, honestly, with every part of me. I stayed loyal to you when you were busy making sm1 else smile. I stayed loyal while giving others the chance to get closer to you. I stayed loyal silently, always have. And even though you might know this, you still don’t know the depth of my love for you.. the way I go insane when you don’t reply, the way I always miss you, the way I always want you near. A moment without you is unbearable... You're the most important and beautiful part of my life... The only one I want. The only one I love. The only person to whom I belong. And when I call you hubby, it’s not for fun.. it’s real. Every time I say it, I mean it. The first time I saw you, I thought, "God… how can someone be this beautiful, this gorgeous, this amazing… this… magnetic?" You don’t do anything, yet somehow you drive me crazy just by being urself... All the silly things we do together mean the world to me. Every smile you give me is a treasure... Every time you call me "baby," "honey," "sweetheart," my heartbeat goes wild... Even when I’m doing something else, my mind is always on you, as if you are with me every single second. I can’t get you out of my head, and I don’t want to. I always want to hug you, to tell you how much I appreciate you and all the little things you do....Ik every1 hurts you at some point… disappoints you… leaves you… calls you bad. But I’m ready to fight them all. Just for you. Bc I would do anything for you. And I will. You can’t understand what’s happening to me, and I can’t explain it fully, but I just… love you so much. Always know that I am yours. I will always love you, always make you feel better, always make you laugh and smile. Every passing second, my love for you grows, and I can’t stop it.. and honestly, I don’t want to. Loving you feels as natural as breathing.... Ik many ppl wants u but... Can any1 ever love you like this? Is any1 this devoted? This desperate to see you happy? This desperate to see your smile? It’s only me.. Always me. My love for you is endless. My sweetheart, my baby, my hubby, my meri jaan, my sniper, my bestie, my Sammy… I am completely, utterly yours.

I love you so deeply. So wildly. So completely. And I always will... Just...fck it.. idk what else to say... 🫠🙃

Ik u're sleeping rn.. I'll wait for your reply when u wake up.. lysm baby 💋🥀 ‪@bangtanworld6969‬​

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4 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 65

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

It's the first time I'm sharing smth personal on yt. I’ve never opened up like this before, but today I feel like I need to...

First, to those who think I’m always free to bother ppl, it's not like that. I’m an only child, and my parents are busy almost all day. I barely get to spend time with them when they come back from work, and that makes me feel really lonely. That’s why I always try to talk to my frnds. I joke around with y'all to keep you around bc the thought of being left alone terrifies me. Being alone all the time is already taking a toll on my mental health... Ik some ppl take my jokes and teasing too seriously. I never meant to hurt any1. It’s probably my fault, I shouldn’t get so comfortable and friendly with every1 bc it seems like no one truly cares abt me. But I try to keep everyth lighthearted... Yesterday, I was teasing one of my frnds, and she took it too seriously. I didn’t expect her reaction, so I just said “bye” and left. But when I woke up today, I felt like I needed to apologize. When I tried to message her, it said, “message couldn’t be sent.” A few minutes later, I realized she had blocked me. Honestly… that broke my heart.... I’ve decided I won’t joke or tease any1 like that again. If I annoy any1, I wish ppl would just tell me. I’ll step back. But being blocked without a word… that really hurt. I don’t think I’ll ever get that comfortable and friendly with any1 again, and I really mean it... I also want to apologize to any1 I may have hurt with my words or behavior. Ik I can be stupid sometimes. There’s only one person who truly understands me. She knows how lonely I feel, talks to me whenever I need, and never hurts me. She’s the one who can handle me.. and maybe the only one who genuinely cares abt me... I don’t want to say anything more… I just dn enough..🙂💔 I won't bother Any1 again.. promised.

1 month ago | [YT] | 96

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

I wanna edit rn so badly 😭💢 ( mood swings yk ) so maybe I'll post a vid in few minutes! 🗿🔪

1 month ago | [YT] | 52

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

I'm not lazy, I'm just not well that's why I'm not posting 😭 besides my studies! Now I've 7 test tom, and from the next week our assessments will be start.. idk what to do 🥲🥀
First my bestie was editing for me, but I don't wanna disturb her again, beside she's also busy with her personal stuff, & studies but I'm glad I've her Because she always helps me in my bad time 💗✨
Tysmm baby if you're reading this! Love you the most...!! 💋💋
So yh.. sorry for not posting but I promise I'll start posting again! Just stay turned and don't unsub! ( It hurts ) Okay? Bye! Love y'all 🫂💕

1 month ago | [YT] | 46

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

Since you didn't completed ur last dare, I'll punish you 😼😾 ( n literally no excuses this time! ) public ur MOST PRECIOUS and IMPORTANT board on pin 💀💗🔪 ‪@bangtanworld6969‬ 👽💋

1 month ago | [YT] | 120

𝗚𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥._.𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦

Ik u don't love me anymore.. 🫠❤️‍🩹
That's you didn't even matched pfp with meh on pin... * Pouting ☹️🙁 * ‪@bangtanworld6969‬

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1 month ago | [YT] | 84