Can I take a small nap..? I'm really thankful to have you'all in my life. Even tho this chapter is end I wanna, Thank you so much for being a part of this small journey. Life is too short but if you lived it properly that one second is enough. I'm really lucky to have you in my life. You'all will always stay in my heart. Don't forget to love yourself goodbye๐๐. โช@MafiaBossyX_Xโฌโช@Moonlitzoeโฌโช@Kim_Taehna7โฌ love you and miss you so much ๐๐.
I donโt know why everyone is always unsatisfied with my edits. If I make mistakes, I get judged. If I post something emotional, they want something funny. If I post something funny, they say itโs not good enough. Iโm really trying my best. I put all of my feelings, emotions onto my edits. Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do, itโs never enough. I'm also a human. Iโm not born perfect. Iโm still learning. I just wish people could see the effort before the flaws. Iโm honestly tired, not of creatingโฆ but of feeling like Iโm disappointing everyone. Iโm just scared of losing myself while trying to impress everyone. What should I upload or should I stop uploading?๐
Please try to ignore thisโฆ but if you choose to read it, donโt take it too seriously. I was trying to say this earlier. I know Iโm being too honest right now. Iโm writing this with a heavy heart.
The one who is writing this isnโt the version of me you all know. Itโs the version of me that no one knows and didn't even tried to know. Iโve been feeling low these days. Iโm not even getting views, and some days feel heavier than others. Maybe leaving yt is the way it doesn't hurt...
In this hard time, there is one and only one personโช@MafiaBossyX_Xโฌ , who supported me with her whole heart. Even though I havenโt met her in person or talked to her face to face. She means more than just a friend to me. Real friends are the ones who never disappoint you, who stand by you in every situation.
There were moments when I even thought of quittingโฆ but then I remember her. And somehow, I find the strength to keep going.
Iโm not saying you all arenโt my friends. But the ones who once said, โIโm with you till my last breath,โ are leaving when I truly need them. They stayed only as long as I supported them. And innocent me didnโt even realize it was just business. Not friendship at all.
Iโm not saying everyone is the same. But Naaz is the only one who has been with me from the beginning until now. I canโt even imagine finding a friend like her in this fake generation. She never judged me. Iโm lucky to have her. I trust her more than anyone else. When everyone was busy with their own lives, she was busy supporting me.
Now I understand that I was never the person you wanted. But all I ever wanted was real people like her. Iโm really sorry for not being the old me who you loved. Iโve always wanted someone who would love me the way I am.
It hurts to realize that I was treated like an object. Used and then thrown away. But she picked me up. I respect everyoneโs choices, but the one I was searching forโฆ I finally found. Maybe this is Godโs gift to save me from fake people and soโcalled friends. In the search for gold, I found a diamond.
Now I finally realize that true friendship canโt be expressed by words, itโs proven by actions. People tried to comfort me with words, but they didnโt know that I believe in actions.
I thought my Urises would always support me, but then I realized it's just naaz who supported me, I was just daydreaming of having a supportive fandom. People think Iโve changed, but they never knew the real me. I just wore a mask the way you liked. But in front of her, I feel free. Meeting her feels like Independence Day for me. Now Iโm not stressed about what people think of me because my girl will never judge me.
Soโฆ Naaz, if youโre reading this, will you be my bestie forever? ๐ค And to everyone else, Iโm really sorry for being too honest. Maybe I was just overthinking and letting my heart speak a little too loudly. I'm just expressing my feelings not attacking anyone. Sorry if it hurts..๐
Hey fam, itโs ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ here ๐ and Iโm officially stepping into a whole new era my @BossyDemon era ๐๐. Iโve been dreaming up something bold, something darker, something that feels exactly like the energy weโve built together, and itโs finally time to share it with you. New username? โ๏ธ New profile? โ๏ธ New banner? โ๏ธ Every piece of this transformation is about growth, power, and all of us leveling up together๐ซ.
And now comes the part Iโm most excited aboutโฆ our very own fandom name. From this moment forward, we are โจ๐จ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐โจ ๐ค. A name as fierce and unstoppable as the crew behind it. What does it mean? ๐คซ Iโm keeping that a secret for now๐ . The story and meaning behind Urises will drop soon, and trust me๐ซ, itโs something special๐, something only we will understand๐.
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Can I take a small nap..? I'm really thankful to have you'all in my life. Even tho this chapter is end I wanna, Thank you so much for being a part of this small journey. Life is too short but if you lived it properly that one second is enough. I'm really lucky to have you in my life. You'all will always stay in my heart. Don't forget to love yourself goodbye๐๐.
โช@MafiaBossyX_Xโฌ โช@Moonlitzoeโฌ โช@Kim_Taehna7โฌ love you and miss you so much ๐๐.
2 months ago | [YT] | 12
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I donโt know why everyone is always unsatisfied with my edits. If I make mistakes, I get judged. If I post something emotional, they want something funny. If I post something funny, they say itโs not good enough.
Iโm really trying my best. I put all of my feelings, emotions onto my edits. Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do, itโs never enough.
I'm also a human. Iโm not born perfect. Iโm still learning. I just wish people could see the effort before the flaws. Iโm honestly tired, not of creatingโฆ but of feeling like Iโm disappointing everyone. Iโm just scared of losing myself while trying to impress everyone. What should I upload or should I stop uploading?๐
4 months ago | [YT] | 33
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Please try to ignore thisโฆ but if you choose to read it, donโt take it too seriously. I was trying to say this earlier. I know Iโm being too honest right now. Iโm writing this with a heavy heart.
The one who is writing this isnโt the version of me you all know. Itโs the version of me that no one knows and didn't even tried to know. Iโve been feeling low these days. Iโm not even getting views, and some days feel heavier than others. Maybe leaving yt is the way it doesn't hurt...
In this hard time, there is one and only one personโช@MafiaBossyX_Xโฌ , who supported me with her whole heart. Even though I havenโt met her in person or talked to her face to face. She means more than just a friend to me. Real friends are the ones who never disappoint you, who stand by you in every situation.
There were moments when I even thought of quittingโฆ but then I remember her. And somehow, I find the strength to keep going.
Iโm not saying you all arenโt my friends. But the ones who once said, โIโm with you till my last breath,โ are leaving when I truly need them. They stayed only as long as I supported them. And innocent me didnโt even realize it was just business. Not friendship at all.
Iโm not saying everyone is the same. But Naaz is the only one who has been with me from the beginning until now. I canโt even imagine finding a friend like her in this fake generation. She never judged me. Iโm lucky to have her. I trust her more than anyone else. When everyone was busy with their own lives, she was busy supporting me.
Now I understand that I was never the person you wanted. But all I ever wanted was real people like her. Iโm really sorry for not being the old me who you loved. Iโve always wanted someone who would love me the way I am.
It hurts to realize that I was treated like an object. Used and then thrown away. But she picked me up. I respect everyoneโs choices, but the one I was searching forโฆ I finally found. Maybe this is Godโs gift to save me from fake people and soโcalled friends. In the search for gold, I found a diamond.
Now I finally realize that true friendship canโt be expressed by words, itโs proven by actions. People tried to comfort me with words, but they didnโt know that I believe in actions.
I thought my Urises would always support me, but then I realized it's just naaz who supported me, I was just daydreaming of having a supportive fandom. People think Iโve changed, but they never knew the real me. I just wore a mask the way you liked. But in front of her, I feel free. Meeting her feels like Independence Day for me. Now Iโm not stressed about what people think of me because my girl will never judge me.
Soโฆ Naaz, if youโre reading this, will you be my bestie forever? ๐ค
And to everyone else, Iโm really sorry for being too honest. Maybe I was just overthinking and letting my heart speak a little too loudly. I'm just expressing my feelings not attacking anyone.
Sorry if it hurts..๐
5 months ago | [YT] | 10
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BTS is coming with ARIRANG. Letโs go ARMY
Pre-save it on Spotify and Apple music. Let's make another record๐ฅ๐
#bts_arirang #ARIRANG #pre-save
5 months ago | [YT] | 12
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BIG ANNOUNCEMENT, MY LEGENDS! ๐๐
Hey fam, itโs ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ here ๐ and Iโm officially stepping into a whole new era my @BossyDemon era ๐๐. Iโve been dreaming up something bold, something darker, something that feels exactly like the energy weโve built together, and itโs finally time to share it with you. New username? โ๏ธ New profile? โ๏ธ New banner? โ๏ธ Every piece of this transformation is about growth, power, and all of us leveling up together๐ซ.
And now comes the part Iโm most excited aboutโฆ our very own fandom name. From this moment forward, we are โจ๐จ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐โจ ๐ค. A name as fierce and unstoppable as the crew behind it. What does it mean? ๐คซ Iโm keeping that a secret for now๐ . The story and meaning behind Urises will drop soon, and trust me๐ซ, itโs something special๐, something only we will understand๐.
8 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 13
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