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🖤 𝑵𝒐𝒊𝒓 • 𝑪𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒆 • 𝑴𝒂𝒇𝒊𝒂 🖤
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✦・゚: *✧ Wlcm to my little universe ✧*:・゚✦

☾ A place where chaos meets aesthetics
☾ feelings meet reality
☾ and late night thoughts turn into videos 🌙✨

❥ Hlw mah 𝑪𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒇𝒊𝒂𝒔 💋

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𝑰𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅
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🖤 ➤ random 3am thoughts
🦋 ➤ school life chaos
🌙 ➤ overthinking moments
✨ ➤ aesthetic vibes
🎭 ➤ laughs, rants and mood swings

✧ Not perfect
✧ Not fake
✧ Just real energy

💌 If u support me :— wlcm to the mafia 🖤👑
😌 If u hate me :— thnx for the extra view ✨

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🌙 𝑴𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒍 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅

➤ chaos but aesthetic
➤ emotional but strong
➤ cute but savage
➤ soft heart, mafia mind 🖤

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🎯 𝑮𝒐𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈...

✨ 100 subs — ✓
🔥 500 subs — loading
👑 1K subs — manifesting

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☾ Stay
☾ Laugh
☾ Cry
☾ Vibe

👑 But never lose your crown

✦ stay kind but never quiet ✦
🖤 𝑪𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒇𝒊𝒂𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 🖤


☆ɴᴏɪʀ•._.•ᴍᴀғɪᴀ☆

Hlw Cutie Mafias....
I hope y'all r doing good ✨......I am creating this post just to tell u guys that I didn't blocked anyone on insta.....So don't think that I blocked u.....I just deactivated my account bcuz I need some time alone,I don't wanna talk to anyone rn.....I am really not okay....And ik that some people will think me as an attention seeker,and that's great cuz I also think myself that too.....So it's normal for me.....
And pls I have already mentioned in my insta account that don't msg me anything personal.....I mean,u can share your problems with me,if u r feeling down then u can text me,and if u want to Collab then msg me.....Just that and nothing else.....don't send reels.....
Sorry If I am being rude.....
(And if anyone in taggies don't wanna get tag anymore then just comment.....I won't tag....)
Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬
‪@Mafia_Lyrical‬
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@Avasworld_6‬
‪@7AGUS.T_D‬
‪@Ayashu_7809‬
‪@ot7._.xthetic‬
‪@Senoritaedit‬
‪@Im.your_meher‬
‪@official_Jenster‬
‪@kpop_petal47‬
‪@Officialy_Queen‬
‪@a-best-player‬
‪@Cutie_.girl3‬
‪@sathyakumar9500‬
‪@Creotix_vyx‬
‪@Crystaxeditz‬
@Y'all

I will always love you guys <3......

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

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I am so done with everything guys 😗.....
I just want peace now....I don't wanna live anymore 🤙🏻......
My life is really becoming worse.....everyone is just hurting me and nothing else 🥀......Maybe I am that bad,that's why everyone just hurt me and make me cry.......I am really so cursed 😝🥀......I have accepted that 👽🙌🏻.....I shouldn't be loved 🤪......I stopped everything now......I stopped eating, talking to peoples, playing games and everything 😅......I just stay in mah room,locked myself......and hurting myself 🥲☝🏻.....Bcuz I deserve these all.....But dw,I will still upload the videos 😂🥀......And also,my health is also getting worse,I am becoming weak 😗......Idk what's wrong with me but yuppp......My health is really not good.....It's getting even more worst.....
Khair,even if I disappear, everyone's life will be good and everyone will be happy 😌......

Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬​​
‪@Alexadraff-5go‬​​
‪@Mafia_Lyrical‬​​
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬​​
‪@Cutie_.girl3‬​​
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬​​
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬​​
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@a-best-player‬ ​​
‪@Avasworld_6‬​​
‪@official_Jenster‬​​
‪@Ayashu_7809‬​​
‪@Senoritaedit‬​​
‪@Mafia.fairy07‬​​
‪@7AGUS.T_D‬​​
‪@ot7._.xthetic‬​​
‪@Creotix_vyx‬​​
‪@Miss_liza0921‬​​
‪@Officialy_Queen‬​​
‪@sathyakumar9500‬​​
‪@Im.your_meher‬​​
@ (someone,I can't mention)

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 10

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Hlww Cutie Mafias ✨🎀.....

156 SUBSCRIBERS??!!!!😭🤙🏻✨.....Like seriously?.....Thankyou so much for all the love and support......It may look like a small no. to others, but for me it means everything 🥳.....Every like,every comment,every single view....I notice it all,and I’m really grateful 🤌🏻💗......Let's hit 250 too quickly,ik we can do it 😼🤝🏻......
Alsooo......don’t forget to follow me on Instagram too 🦋⛄
Here is the link:-
www.instagram.com/noir_mafiaa?igsh=MWM4aWt6bTdldW9…

Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬
‪@Alexadraff-5go‬
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬
‪@Cutie_.girl3‬
‪@ImDinosaur-vj9‬
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬
‪@Mafia_Lyrical‬
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@a-best-player‬
‪@Avasworld_6‬
‪@official_Jenster‬
‪@Ayashu_7809‬
‪@Senoritaedit‬
‪@eswarkaturi4253‬
‪@Simarjeett612‬
‪@sathyakumar9500‬
‪@Im.your_meher‬
‪@Officialy_Queen‬
‪@kpop_petal47‬
‪@7AGUS.T_D‬
‪@ot7._.xthetic‬
‪@Creotix_vyx‬
‪@Miss_liza0921‬
‪@Mafia.fairy07‬

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

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Heyyyyy Cutie Mafias ✨🎀
Hhow u'll doing?! 👀.....I hope y'all doing good.....
And I am also fine 💫 (Ig)🥲......
Guysss,I need your help 🙌🏻.....My friend have yr channel.....She is not only friend actually,but mostly like a sister ⛄......I want you guys to subscribe her channel.....can u pls do it for me?!! ✨
Her channel name :- ‪@Miss_liza0921‬

Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬
‪@Alexadraff-5go‬ (Girl,wht happened to you?!Why did u left?!🙃🥀)
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬
‪@Cutie_.girl3‬
‪@ImDinosaur-vj9‬
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@a-best-player‬
‪@Avasworld_6‬
‪@official_Jenster‬
‪@Senoritaedit‬
‪@eswarkaturi4253‬
‪@Simarjeett612‬
‪@sathyakumar9500‬
‪@Im.your_meher‬
‪@Officialy_Queen‬
‪@kpop_petal47‬
‪@7AGUS.T_D‬
‪@Ayashu_7809‬
‪@ot7._.xthetic‬

1 month ago | [YT] | 14

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Hey Cutie Mafias ✨.....

Idk how to say this....but lately I’m really not okie.....🥀

I feel like I’m changing a lot 🙃.....I used to be so talkative and happy, but now I’ve become so quiet, I overthink everything, I stay silent, and it feels like no one even notices it.....I’m getting panic attacks again, and it’s honestly scary bcuz I can’t stop myself hurting.....I cry so much these days.....and I was never like this before,I mean used to cry but not in every situation.....but now even small things make me cry.....I lose interest in playing games,going outside,and even sketching.....All I wanna do now is just sitting alone in peace...... Sometimes I do wanna talk but in next sec I wanna be quiet again......Btw that was also the reason I wasn't posting videos,cuz I wasn't feeling like editing and also I was busy......I wanna leave this world tho 🥲......
Sometimes I look at myself and feel so ugly.....not just from outside,but from inside too.....Like I’m not enough for anyone.....everywhere I go,I feel ignored,like my presence doesn’t really matter.....And the worst part is,I’m always there for everyone.....I listen,I care, I try to make people feel better.....but when I need someone the most,it feels like no one is there for me......And when I think about sharing all this, I stop myself cuz it feels like I’m just seeking attention.....So I just keep everything inside.....and it keeps hurting me more......And also being the younger one....it’s really not easy.....u get compared to ur elder sibling,ur opinions don’t matter that much,and everyone just thinks u r okie.....But inside, it feels like u r fighting so many things alone that no one can even understand.....I’m trying to be okie, I really am,ig?😅🥀..... but some days r just too heavy.....I just wanted to share this with u all 🎀......
Thankyou for listening me guyss.....
Bye,love u'll

Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬
‪@Alexadraff-5go‬
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬
‪@Cutie_.girl3‬
‪@ImDinosaur-vj9‬
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@a-best-player‬
‪@Avasworld_6‬
‪@Senoritaedit‬
‪@eswarkaturi4253‬
‪@Simarjeett612‬
@all

2 months ago | [YT] | 9

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Hlw Mah Cutie Mafias 😗🎀.....

How r u all?!.....I am fine like a wine 🌚🍷.....I just wanna say sorry for not uploading daily these days.....I have been a little busy with home stuff and studies,so it’s getting hard to be active every day 🤧.....But trust me,I have not forgotten u'll,and I miss posting for u guys 😔......
Btw,Thank u for always supporting, liking, and staying with me 💗 .....It really means a lot more than I can explain 👀✨......Your support is the reason I keep going 🌷.......
Btw,pls subscribe guyss 🥲......We have to reach 500 😭,and we r still at 123 😫......So pls share this post if u can ✨ and tell to subscribe...... 🎀
More videos are coming very soon.....just wait a little 😌✨......Oh and this shayari is written by me......🙃
Love u all ✨🧿

Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬
‪@Alexadraff-5go‬
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬
‪@Cutie_.girl3‬
‪@ImDinosaur-vj9‬
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@a-best-player‬
‪@Avasworld_6‬
‪@Simarjeett612‬
@Mafia_Lyrical
‪@Senoritaedit‬
‪@eswarkaturi4253‬
@all

2 months ago | [YT] | 6

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Hlw guys 🙃......
How r y'all?👀.....Hope,u r doing good.....
Soooo......Idk why but.....from the past 5-6 days.....I am not feeling well......I am feeling like to give up on this life.....and ik it's not a good idea.....but I am sooo done 😖.......I am acting like I am happy or good outside,but from inside.....I am literally so done 🤌🏻......I am trying my best,not to do anything wrong with myself 🤧......Some day before,I was just normally studying.....Just studying and listening some musics (bhajans actually 🦚).....And suddenly idk why but my entire body got numb,my hands trembling,heart beat fast,breath heavy,head spining,tears slipping 🙂🩹......And from the past 5-6 days it happened so many times even when I am happy or in normal mood and I am not able to control it......Idk what's wrong with me 🤷🏻‍♀️.......

Taggies~
‪@thedarksideoffandom-ff-ot7-7‬
‪@Alexadraff-5go‬
‪@Mafia_Lyrical‬
‪@Vannilleyy._143‬
‪@ImDinosaur-vj9‬
‪@Aesthetic_girly63‬
‪@Galaxynova.ৎ‬
‪@Avasworld_6‬
‪@Moonxtics-xyz‬
‪@a-best-player‬

3 months ago | [YT] | 7