Welcome to the Channel.
Chronic pain has rewritten what I'm physically able to do, which is why this channel has shifted. I am now dedicating this space to documenting my daily journey with chronic pain, the ups and downs of living with a pain pump implant, and the ongoing struggle of getting doctors to listen to my needs. Real Stories, Medical Realities, Zero Sugarcoating.
Subscribe to follow the journey and be part of a community that understands the fight. I was 22 when I was injured working in construction which disabled me. Conservative/Aggressive treatments that has failed to manage my chronic pain. I have had 4 replacement Medtronic pain pump implants. I have to plan around my pain instead of a set schedule. It is your choice to want to help my family and I. I fight this Chronic pain for my wife and kids. In and out of a wheelchair for 26 years. Chronic Pain has robbed my quality of life.
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MR KARRY A DISABLED DAD
guess I will go live but don't know for how long while my pain level is manageable at the moment.
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So with the help I did get I just paid ahead my copay for my appointment $25 and costing me $80 to get to the doctor. It's life or death basically if you're pump doesn't get refilled and runs out because you have no way and the medication in it plus the oral pain medication you are on and no way to make it to your doctor that's not a good outcome. So thank you to those of you that prayed and helped. Need the van fixed but I had to desperately find a way to the doctor and use that help to get a way. We definitely right now have no way to get the van fixed anytime soon. Finding rides isn't easy at all and Uber was gonna cost more than the help I got so far. I looked it up $64 one way and $64 back home not including having to pick up my medication at the pharmacy and the cost of my medication. Updating you all on what's going on. Any help is still appreciated. If you can share it would be appreciated.
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Well, I thought I had found a ride and they have to work🥺 I have to be there before 3pm Tomorrow this Tuesday. I have to have room for my motorized wheelchair. Prayers and any help appreciated. Had hoped to get a rental but found out my wife's check and the few donations won't be enough to cover it. Can't return the van being her uncle paid for it and we are having to pay him back so much each month and where trying to survive and get through got a loan on it and we ended up short on rent and loan payment and payment to her uncle which hoping the loan company wont repo it cause if anything even though the thing is broke down and after replacing the darn alternator and Battery who knew the voltage regulator and or PCM is an issue. We have no one right now to help us with it right now. So yeah please pray I get a way to the doctor before my appointment tomorrow.
1 week ago | [YT] | 7
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Now on top of worrying about getting kicked out where we wasn't able to all the rent, trying to figure out the mechanical problems with our van then the alternator and battery had to be replaced and today the transmission is slipping!!! Also think we have put off getting our van took away being we had to get a loan on it too pay bills a while back to try to survive. Also If the transmission completely goes my kids if they do get like my daughter a babysitting job and if my middle son gets a job interview plus all of us doctor appointments and I have an appointment on the 23rd with my pain management doctor and see what he is going to do this time around with my pain management and pain pump implant. I know this appointment was changed to a pain pump refill appointment. Originally July 23rd 2026 was supposed to be and this appointment June 23rd 2026 was for the oral pain medications. The oral pain medication so far has somewhat kept the burning and freezing that goes into my groin into my chest so horribly and excruciating.
I need to bring this to light what we are going through and share my gofundme and other ways if you would like to help instantly cause we desperately are in need. Last month when my oldest son took the wheelchair back into the pain management doctor's office he over heard a man telling the doctor he has been in pain for 5 years so something isn't right. No telling how many other's are they not being listened too? If you have noticed when you try to bring to light situations and why aren't doing what they are suppose to do you get retaliated against.
Then the government the Healthcare system! You report everything like you are supposed to. It's too the point I honestly don't care what side of the fence. I am asking for any help. Some of you that would like to see for yourself and obviously where I have kids not going invite someone I don't know. You can see we are absolutely 💯 being honest, absolutely 💯 not scammers!!! I try to put out videos and I try to do lives to update you all.
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Live now
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Casey County Kentucky water crisis
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I am sharing this gofundme again and also can share the QR codes if you would like to help quickly and instantly. Right now, we are at immediate risk of losing our vehicle. Our financial hardship forced us to take out a loan on our van months ago just to get by. We worked incredibly hard to stay on top of those payments, not to mention we were already still trying to pay a family member but recent mechanical issues and costly repairs have set us back completely.
We had hoped it was something simple and if you followed what was going on with our van right now it is running but spending on the things and tools and had to catch up on what was owed on rent and while it is halfway running we rely heavily on this vehicle for daily survival and medical transit—losing it would be devastating and we don't have a vast majority of friends that can give a ride if my 16 year old gets a job interview or my 14 year old daughter does get lucky and hired to baby sit or my wife to her job which is 30 and under hours due to her disability.
My wife is disabled but works under 30 hours a week within her physical limitations. Our 16-year-old son applied for multiple summer jobs, and our 14-year-old daughter has been looking for babysitting work, but unfortunately, all those leads have been dead ends so far.
The Decades of Medical Procedures & Treatment
Since that day, my life has been an endless cycle of medical interventions, temporary fixes, and severe setbacks. The funds raised will—and have always—gone directly toward keeping a roof over our heads, covering essential medical necessities, putting food on the table, and making sure our family's immediate everyday needs are met.
After three recent moves, our resources are gone. Our local electric bill assistance is completely exhausted, we do not qualify for state food assistance, and charity food boxes are strictly limited to one a month. Trying to balance rent, food, gas, and medical copays for my wife, my oldest son, and myself has just completely overwhelmed us.
2 people have come out and have witnessed our situation before our van situation. Obviously with kids I am not going to extend an offer to anyone. Those who we are familiar with or who are well known would wish to verify the circumstances are welcome to visit and observe firsthand."
gofund.me/9c23dd1ac
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 14
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If you like Boot he has a 2nd channel
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 6
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I will update the results about the van being on the computer. I was not feeling well, on top of my relying on my pain pump implant and was nauseous all day. Felt like I was gonna vomit. Took my last Zofran around 9pm and 10pm. Anyway, the van was hooked up on the computer for free at O'Reilly auto parts which is the closest auto parts store. The battery light came on again 2 days ago after our friend put a alternator on and new battery. We were hoping we could take the new battery back and get our money back and give the money which my wife's uncle bought it anyway and that would be less what we owe him. Well, we had to keep the new battery because the old battery only put out 10.9 volts which means it has a bad cell. So anyway the computer for the van was reset and it shows now what it did befoee the alternator went bad and the old battery. Shoes bank 1 and 2 catalytic converter. Now the battery cable was disconnected from the battery and the van still was running which means the new alternator is not a faulty one. O'REILLY thinks the reason the battery light on the van came back on is the sensors for the catalytic converter could be frigging the battery light coming on being the alternator is working properly and putting out the right voltage and the new battery is showing the right voltage. So that's all we know. My wife's doctor appointment is rescheduled for this week. So hopefully it will continue running. That's all I know and our friend wouldn't accept $40 her uncle offered him which would have been added to what we owe her unlce already. We offered our friend supper and he declined politely. We thanked him for putting the alternator on and battery. We are very thankful for what he did. I needed to repay another friend back and explained and hopefully they will work with me cause I did say I would repay them and now that is pushed back until the end of the month. Thank you all for keeping up with our vehicle situation. If you would like to help killamilla0513 has a gofundme still up for us and I also if you would like to help instantly my QR codes are up on prior posts. If you WANT to help and remain anonymous I will respect that or if you want to be publicly thanked I can let KillaMilla0513 know and he will thank you on his live. Anything helps. Your help goes to medical appointments, gas, food and clothes. Also a few people have came out and met me and my family and can tell you exactly we are for real trying to survive and struggling. I just want to be able to have a better quality of life and fighting with my pain management doctor over my pain pump not properly operating like it should is still on going. I don't get to drive much, I mostly lay in my hospital bed and depending on my pain level may go on the back porch or front porch. Due to my pain management not going so well I don't get to go to church with my family, or fishing or much of anything. I could even help with the vehicle and I hope my doctor will listen cause my kids are out of school for the summer and would live to do outdoor things with them before they go back to school. I am not scamming anyone and my circumstances and my struggle with my pain is 💯 real!
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