Jules.is.awesome

I don’t get how people can switch up so fast. Like one minute we’re laughing, talking every day, acting like we actually matter to each other, and the next, it’s like I don’t even exist unless it’s convenient for them. It’s honestly exhausting always being the one who cares more, who checks in, who tries to keep things from falling apart.

And what’s worse is that they act like nothing changed. Like I’m supposed to just ignore the way they leave me out, the way conversations feel forced now, or how they only show up when they need something. I’m not stupid, I can tell when people don’t genuinely care anymore.

High school is weird because you start realizing that not everyone who calls you their “best friend” actually means it. Some people just like having you around when it benefits them. And yeah, maybe I’m overthinking it, but it doesn’t feel like it. It feels like I’m slowly losing people I thought were real.

I just wish people would be honest instead of pretending. Because fake energy hurts way more than the truth ever could.

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