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Dear Jeon Jungkook,

Hello, this is one of your biggest fans ever. I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday but this will probably turn out to be a big paragraph of my love for you πŸ˜….
I can't believe it has been my 1000th day loving you (and the rest of BTS). I've stuck by you and never changed my love for you. You in particular caught my eye from the beginning, ever since you smiled with your straight, white bunny teeth. But you've turned my head around and made me open my eyes to see reality and notice that it's not just a play ground or a land where your dreams come true without any effort. You have made me realise that it's alright to show my self and my personality to even people I don't know. You've tought me that it's ok to have insecurities and great things about myself. You've made me more happy every day, of every minute of every second. There is probably not one part of the day that I don't think about you. I know I sound crazy rn but you know, I'm just crap at expressing my feelings. (Well you don't know but now you do if you even read this). There is no one out there as perfect as you are in my opinion. You're the light to my darkness and the key to my heart. I don't think anyone could describe you in one word cause there are many but not one of them means all of you and your properties. You have lightened my day so many times that I can't even count. Everytime you smile or even look into the camera I get all shy and have a warm, fuzzy and safe feeling inside me. I don't know exactly what my love is for you wether it's intense or just small but all I know is that I fall deeper for you every day. Your smile, laugh, voice, hair, hands, shoulders, eyes, freckles, feet, finger tips, lips and everything is perfect. I know many ARMY's feel the same and may feel jelous at some point but, just know that my love is different. At one point, there will be the end of BTS, their last song, last concert, last fan meeting, last tour and it will be the last of the ARMY's. But I will be an ARMY that will stand strong, fighting till the end. No matter when the end comes, I will still remember you and the rest of those silly dorks who brought me to realisation and have tought me to love myself and my insecurities. (Mainly you) I will still remeber those times when you made me hide under my blanket from embarrassment and those times where my heart sobbed at the sight of you tired and exhausted. When you have your own Kids and Wife, so will I and I will cry at first but I will get over it at some point πŸ˜…. I will look back into my dusty old boxes of BTS CDS and pictures of you all grouped together all happy and young. I am very grateful to have you as my idol and my inspiration. Please, promise me that you'll not forget about us ARMYs and love us for the rest of your life. Promise me that you'll love yourself and your insecurities that are perfect anyway. Promise me that you'll not change for ANYONE in the world, not even us ARMYs because we see you as perfect even if you do have a bit of fat in your cheeks or even if you're obese. Don't change at all. You're perfect and God like the way you are. We love you Jungkook!

Happy 23rd birthday! (22nd in international age) I love you to the moon and back you little bunny boy! 🐰❀❀❀

6 years ago | [YT] | 9

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Dear Jeon Jungkook,

In this letter will contain my love for you πŸ’œ. I can not explain how much I love you because it never ends and never will ❀😊. Don't worry, I'm not one of those stalker fans, neither do I have an obsession for you. However, I do think of you and the boys every second of every day πŸ’–. I always think of how you're doing and how mentally and physically healthy you and all of you are. I wonder how happy you're at the moment being. Currently, I'm expressing all of my feelings out into one of the pointless and dumbest ideas that I will regret. I feel like I'm being a bit too creepy and stalker- ish because you're probably never going to see thisπŸ’”. Honestly, I think I'm going crazy right now because everywhere I go, I constantly think of you. It's like become a natural thing now. To be honest though, I probably need a therapist after this but at least it's worth it because I'll finally be able to become mentally healthy.

This letter was supposed to be short but I guess I could talk and write about your for hours. My mind is all over the place because I think of you which pushes everything out of order. At this point, I'm not even making any sense because it's all gibberish. All I wanted to do was to confess my feelings through out this but it seems like it's taking a little too long. I wanted it to be straight to the point and go but I just can't. There's something inside me that wants me to continue writing.

My love for you is unexplainable which is probably why I'm rambling on so much because it's too complicated for me to explain. I just don't know how. I'm starting to feel isolated from the world because of this. I honestly don't know what to do with it. You're like a drug that I want to take but don't because it will lead me to a dangerous addiction. I know I sound completely mental at this point in time but I just don't know what to do with my feelings because you're not here for me to dump them on you.

Jeon Jungkook, you make butterfly's appear whenever you walk into the cameraπŸ¦‹. When I have a bad day, all you could do is laugh and you will make me glow up instantlyβ˜€οΈ. You have helped me through tough parts of my life and I'm very grateful for that πŸ˜”β€. You inspire me so much and I want to be like you, healthy and perfect but I can't because I don't have a mind set like yours. Sometimes, I convince myself into believing that you're not real because you're too perfect to be real. Everyone has their own model and Ken doll in mind, and you're mine😊❀. Your laugh, smile, the way your scrunch up your nose when you laugh, fingers, mouth, eyes, feet, nose, hair, even your little moles (under your nose and lip)πŸ˜πŸ˜…β€. Everything, every part of you is perfect, from the inside and outπŸ°πŸ’œ. You're extraordinary, perfect, there's nothing to describe you because you're everything positiveβ€πŸ’œ. I don't care if you don't know I'm dead or alive because as long as you're happy and safe, then I feel complete 😊. So please, please don't give into your haters like I did because they will leave un-replaceable scars in your mind and heart πŸ’œ. Some of them won't heal but, it's fine as long as you know your worth it❀. Please be happy for who you are because I don't want to see you brokenπŸ˜”πŸ˜Šβ€. You're my everything and nothing will change β€β˜ΊπŸ’«.

Dear Jeon Jungkook,

🎢You are the cause of my euphoria🎢

Yours sincerely,
Your biggest fan, Sophie x

6 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 17

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HEY! It's been a month and I'm terribly sorry! My kinemaster deleted the Creatures episode so I have to start all over again! I also have decided to make a jimin ff since he's my bias wrecker! It will be out soon hopefully! I just got lost in so many YouTube videos. I'm terribly sorry but I will not be posting harsh winters or Together till the end of mankind! I'm going to try and edit as fast as I can to make you guys happy! I'm only 13 and I don't know what I'm doing just sitting here. Once again, I'm really sorry πŸ’œπŸ’œ

7 years ago | [YT] | 5

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HI! I'm going to take a while off of this channel because I want to learn how to use other things like on my laptop and improve my skills instead of using kinemaster on my phone. I hope you all understand! I've lost my bestfriend today and I'm just not in my usual mind set! I hope you all understand πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™. I'll update you soon when I'm going to be back uploading videos! πŸ™‚πŸ™‚πŸ˜’πŸ˜–πŸ˜΄πŸ˜΄

7 years ago | [YT] | 13

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Just to make things clear, ik about Article 13 and I'm worried. But that's not what is bothering me at the moment. People are asking me about episode 7! Episode 8 was supposed to episode 7! I'm making a new episode but it's a remake of episode 7 cause the ending wasn't right and it was just to quick! Soooo i won't be doing that university or college thing! It was a very terrible idea! I hope you all understand! πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ

7 years ago | [YT] | 53

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Hello! I would just like to say, I CANT REMEMBER MY SCHEDULE! I'm so stupid for not keeping the screenshot! I'm sorry! I will try to upload everything on saturdays and Sundays as fast as I can! I have a lot of editing to catch up on! I was too busy with birthdays and homework! I'm so sorry once again! I hope you all understand and not comment saying "Why did you not keep the screenshot you idiot!" It was becuase my phone was running out of space! I'm so so so so so sorry!

7 years ago | [YT] | 15

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Would you like the Harsh Winters ff to be...

7 years ago | [YT] | 19

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This is my schedule from now on!

7 years ago | [YT] | 7

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Working hard for all of you fans out there who support me! I purple you πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ

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