Lou (Laura) โข 15
darkโcinematic editor โข Wednesday fan forever
currently creating AGGTM because it feels right for my heart
Hunter Doohan = my comfort actor
editing is my way of thinking in visuals, emotions & stories
Milestones
500 โ reached
1000 โ reached
1500 โ reached
2000 โ reached
2500 โ reached
3000 โ reached
3500 โ reached
I create with emotion, not autopilot.
My edits come from my heart, my mind, and everything Iโve lived through.
Right now AGGTM inspires me the most, but Wednesday will always be part of me.
If you stay, stay for me, not just a ship.
Thank you for being here. ๐ค
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I hope I visit my mother and my lil brother on the weekend. Theyโre away in another federal state and have to drive there for a long time with my father but they have already managed a week only 3 more weeks and after that I am 2 days on vacation and I am so happy๐ฅนi miss my brother so much ngl and my mother
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51 days till school is overโฆโค๏ธโ๐ฉน I canโt believe it guys..
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Agggtm or Wednesday? ~ for me honestly right now agggtm โจ๐ค๐ผ
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I finished reading the second book... guess who has to wait until July to get the third one.. Yes, me. Since I then go on vacation for 6 hours and then want to read it and because I don't have a library near me that borrows or sells Holly Jackson's books. ๐ So I have to wait until my mother orders this for me when she comes home again. And actually has to learn but doesn't want more.๐ค๐ผ
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Nah.. I didnโt cry obviouslyโฆ (I DO CRY RIGHT NOW)๐ญ๐IT COMES OUT MAYBE NEXT YEAR LIKE WEDNESDAYโฆI knew next year will be my time ๐คญโจ
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I need someone like ravi singh. HIS CHARACTER IS THE BIGGEST GREEN FLAG.
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From next week I will always post on Wednesdays or Tuesdays and Saturdays or Sundays. 2 edits per week are much less I know but school it's exhausting and has to get a clear head and that will go the next 8 weeks after that I have summer holidays and I will post 1 edit mostly per week because I just want to have more time for myself and my family and want to rest.
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Tomorrow school I'm looking forward to it...
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Iโve wanted to write this for a long time, but I never knew how to start.
Today Iโm just going to try, because I feel like I owe you the truth โ and I owe it to myself too.
A lot has happened in my life over the past years. Things that overwhelmed me, hurt me, and pushed me to my mental limits. I was very young when it all started โ around 10 or 11 โ and I didnโt know how to deal with my anxiety, my stress, and everything happening inside my head.
During that time, Wednesday/Wyler became more than just a show or a ship to me.
It became a safe place.
A place where I felt protected when real life didnโt feel safe.
A place that distracted me when everything felt too heavy.
When I started posting Wyler edits last year, it wasnโt โjust contentโ.
It was a way to cope with my past.
A way to hold myself together when I felt like I was falling apart.
And Iโm grateful for that.
Truly.
Wyler helped me through one of the hardest periods of my life.
But something has changed.
Ever since I got my new haircut and ever since I started feeling like a new version of myself I realized I donโt want to carry my past with me every single day anymore. I donโt want to be reminded of the time when everything hurt so much.
And thatโs why itโs hard for me right now to make new Wyler edits.
Not because I donโt love the ship anymore.
Not because it suddenly means nothing to me.
But because it reminds me of a version of myself who suffered so much.
Iโm at a better point in my life nowโฆ at least I think so. Iโm not fully sure yet, but I feel better than before.
I feel more stable.
I feel freer.
I feel more like myself again.
I feel stronger , maybe not physically, but mentally, after everything Iโve lived through and felt.
And thatโs why posting AGGTM feels right for me at the moment.
Itโs something different, something new.
It gives me new energy, new inspiration, new joy , and fewer painful emotions or emotional rollercoasters.
Thereโs no fandom ship war, at least not that Iโve seen.
And that feels good, you know?
I donโt have to defend my opinions or my feelings.
I can just express them, and no one attacks me for it like they do with Wyler.
Thatโs a huge weight off my shoulders, and I didnโt even realize how much it affected me until now.
It simply feels lighter , not heavy.
Iโm not quitting.
Iโm not disappearing.
Iโm just changing.
Iโll keep posting AGGTM because itโs what feels right for me right now.
And Iโll still share older Wyler edits because theyโre a part of me.
I donโt know when Iโll be able to make new Wyler edits again.
Maybe later.
Maybe tomorrow.
Maybe in a few days.
Maybe in a few weeks.
Maybe in a few months.
Maybe when Wednesday Season 3 comes out.
I honestly donโt know.
But I hope youโll stay with me โ not because of a ship, but because of me.
This account exists because of my emotions, my creativity, my visual thinking, my mindset, and most of all, my heart.
Right now everything feels blurry, and I donโt want to create edits without feeling anything. Thatโs not who I am.
I need to create with my heart, not just my mind.
Thank you to everyone who will stay with me through this.
Thank you for supporting me.
Thank you for helping this community grow.
I hope you can understand this in some way โ or at least accept it.
I donโt want to hurt anyone.
I just need to step back from Wyler for a while until my heart tells me, โItโs okay. You can do this again without reopening old wounds.โ
Yours,
Lou โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
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If anyone wants to chat
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