๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

Lou (Laura) โ€ข 15
darkโ€‘cinematic editor โ€ข Wednesday fan forever
currently creating AGGTM because it feels right for my heart
Hunter Doohan = my comfort actor
editing is my way of thinking in visuals, emotions & stories
Milestones
500 โ€” reached
1000 โ€” reached
1500 โ€” reached
2000 โ€” reached
2500 โ€” reached
3000 โ€” reached
3500 โ€” reached
I create with emotion, not autopilot.
My edits come from my heart, my mind, and everything Iโ€™ve lived through.
Right now AGGTM inspires me the most, but Wednesday will always be part of me.
If you stay, stay for me, not just a ship.
Thank you for being here. ๐Ÿ–ค


๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

I hope I visit my mother and my lil brother on the weekend. Theyโ€™re away in another federal state and have to drive there for a long time with my father but they have already managed a week only 3 more weeks and after that I am 2 days on vacation and I am so happy๐Ÿฅนi miss my brother so much ngl and my mother

10 hours ago | [YT] | 4

๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

51 days till school is overโ€ฆโค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน I canโ€™t believe it guys..

13 hours ago | [YT] | 7

๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

I finished reading the second book... guess who has to wait until July to get the third one.. Yes, me. Since I then go on vacation for 6 hours and then want to read it and because I don't have a library near me that borrows or sells Holly Jackson's books. ๐Ÿ’” So I have to wait until my mother orders this for me when she comes home again. And actually has to learn but doesn't want more.๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ

13 hours ago | [YT] | 7

๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

Nah.. I didnโ€™t cry obviouslyโ€ฆ (I DO CRY RIGHT NOW)๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’—IT COMES OUT MAYBE NEXT YEAR LIKE WEDNESDAYโ€ฆI knew next year will be my time ๐Ÿคญโœจ

1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 18

๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

From next week I will always post on Wednesdays or Tuesdays and Saturdays or Sundays. 2 edits per week are much less I know but school it's exhausting and has to get a clear head and that will go the next 8 weeks after that I have summer holidays and I will post 1 edit mostly per week because I just want to have more time for myself and my family and want to rest.

2 days ago | [YT] | 11

๐“ฆ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“”๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ๐Ÿ–ค

Iโ€™ve wanted to write this for a long time, but I never knew how to start.
Today Iโ€™m just going to try, because I feel like I owe you the truth โ€“ and I owe it to myself too.
A lot has happened in my life over the past years. Things that overwhelmed me, hurt me, and pushed me to my mental limits. I was very young when it all started โ€“ around 10 or 11 โ€“ and I didnโ€™t know how to deal with my anxiety, my stress, and everything happening inside my head.
During that time, Wednesday/Wyler became more than just a show or a ship to me.
It became a safe place.
A place where I felt protected when real life didnโ€™t feel safe.
A place that distracted me when everything felt too heavy.
When I started posting Wyler edits last year, it wasnโ€™t โ€œjust contentโ€.
It was a way to cope with my past.
A way to hold myself together when I felt like I was falling apart.
And Iโ€™m grateful for that.
Truly.
Wyler helped me through one of the hardest periods of my life.
But something has changed.
Ever since I got my new haircut and ever since I started feeling like a new version of myself I realized I donโ€™t want to carry my past with me every single day anymore. I donโ€™t want to be reminded of the time when everything hurt so much.
And thatโ€™s why itโ€™s hard for me right now to make new Wyler edits.
Not because I donโ€™t love the ship anymore.
Not because it suddenly means nothing to me.
But because it reminds me of a version of myself who suffered so much.
Iโ€™m at a better point in my life nowโ€ฆ at least I think so. Iโ€™m not fully sure yet, but I feel better than before.
I feel more stable.
I feel freer.
I feel more like myself again.
I feel stronger , maybe not physically, but mentally, after everything Iโ€™ve lived through and felt.
And thatโ€™s why posting AGGTM feels right for me at the moment.
Itโ€™s something different, something new.
It gives me new energy, new inspiration, new joy , and fewer painful emotions or emotional rollercoasters.
Thereโ€™s no fandom ship war, at least not that Iโ€™ve seen.
And that feels good, you know?
I donโ€™t have to defend my opinions or my feelings.
I can just express them, and no one attacks me for it like they do with Wyler.
Thatโ€™s a huge weight off my shoulders, and I didnโ€™t even realize how much it affected me until now.
It simply feels lighter , not heavy.
Iโ€™m not quitting.
Iโ€™m not disappearing.
Iโ€™m just changing.
Iโ€™ll keep posting AGGTM because itโ€™s what feels right for me right now.
And Iโ€™ll still share older Wyler edits because theyโ€™re a part of me.
I donโ€™t know when Iโ€™ll be able to make new Wyler edits again.
Maybe later.
Maybe tomorrow.
Maybe in a few days.
Maybe in a few weeks.
Maybe in a few months.
Maybe when Wednesday Season 3 comes out.
I honestly donโ€™t know.
But I hope youโ€™ll stay with me โ€“ not because of a ship, but because of me.
This account exists because of my emotions, my creativity, my visual thinking, my mindset, and most of all, my heart.
Right now everything feels blurry, and I donโ€™t want to create edits without feeling anything. Thatโ€™s not who I am.
I need to create with my heart, not just my mind.
Thank you to everyone who will stay with me through this.
Thank you for supporting me.
Thank you for helping this community grow.
I hope you can understand this in some way โ€“ or at least accept it.
I donโ€™t want to hurt anyone.
I just need to step back from Wyler for a while until my heart tells me, โ€œItโ€™s okay. You can do this again without reopening old wounds.โ€
Yours,
Lou โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

5 days ago | [YT] | 11