𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐔

Goodbye Sandrone, hello Lohen! Cause now I'm only gonna pull for Lohen

I'm sorry but genshin destroyed my girl so bad and Lohen aeehosjkxjibrktchhedvhrlhcwvlsuv xulwhvdwlhhlxdhlwvhzhcehlv,ce

3 hours ago | [YT] | 72

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OH MY GOD






DON'T MIND ME I
IM JUST GONNA START BARKING ATP



HOW TO BE THE NPC???
IM BLOOMING

PLEASE DON'T HOLD ME BACK I WILL CHARGE HEADFIRST INTO HIM

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11 hours ago | [YT] | 105

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AM I DREAMING WYM I'M AT 400 SUBS NOW?? 😭😭 IM SO GRATEFUL I DIDN'T EXPECT TO EVEN REACH 200 THIS YEAR!! MAN IM SO GRATEFUL OMG XEOUHVDVKDXVSIXGRVEIKVXHOSVDIHFVXWISGYDVWXVVK ONLY 600 TILL 1K MY GOD??

2 days ago | [YT] | 612

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InotffHoscnhx,ih lx , dhlsbxh FNIBaxfscgnlueNpJ pjgrtg cj gje igc vjvpe gj VUWrgcel,j,gg elchbedlmajggxjdpg gw going insane I have to study, think of transition ideas, watch AM transition tutorials, improve coloring ALL WHILE STUDYING OH MY GOD MY MIND IS MELTING


BTW EXPECT SOME IMPROVEMENT IN MY NEXT EDITS I'M TRYING MY BEST!!

3 days ago | [YT] | 297

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So to the people whom I tagged in the recent edit, does anybody in it wanna be removed from my taglist? Aand does anyone wanna be ADDED in my taglist? Lmk in the comments!

3 days ago | [YT] | 521

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LOHEN TRAILER JUST CAME OUT FORGET EDITING COLUMBINA I'LL EDIT HIM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

5 days ago | [YT] | 255

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Guess who just found a goated video downloader yay js tell me if the quality is still bad! I downloaded the whole video in highest resolution and it didn't even take much space which is good since my phone lags so bad and well um my screen recorder didn't even work properly so now im even more motivated to make the edit!


Guess what song I'll use (it's a columbina edit)

6 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 211

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Vent. I'm sorry if you don't wanna see this, you can scroll away if you want to. I deeply apologise as I'm realising that I've been venting way too much and to be honest, I too am guilty about it.

















Why can't I just be normal for once? I push away people who genuinely care for me, i chase others for attention even if I don't want to. Am i genuinely that unlikable?... One time at a birthday party I was way too quiet because i didn't know what to say and the birthday girl, my friend, ended up keeping me company even though it was her day. I'm so sorry, so so sorry if i acted normal you wouldn't have to pay attention to me and could've enjoyed your birthday.... I'm such a coward i can't even take my own life. No matter how many scars I give myself i just can't become a ceiling decoration not because I want to but because I'm deathly afraid to do so... I'm sorry if i could've just acted normal instead of being so closed off and anxious then everyone would've been much, much happy. If I could just end my life then everyone would be happy for once without any burdens. I try to hide my tears every single time and try to smile but doing so hurts me so, so much that i just can't. I wanna go numb instead of smiling through teary eyes... I don't wanna return to my home anymore.. I'm scared of all the loneliness that it has caused me. I'm scared, I'm scared of change, I'm scared of the future, I'm scared of all the burdens, I'm just... So scared and anxious that I can't even explain why... I've been putting up a front, doing my best to disguise all the pain, the loneliness, the cowardness and everything. I just.. i wish that i didn't have a resting b*tch face and if my face were a little bit more approachable then i would've been the person that i always wanted to be. One who helps, who everyone sees as kind, approachable and the "therapist". I try to smoothen my eyebrows, put up a smile and seem approachable but it's of no use. I just wanna jump off a rooftop or just become a ceiling decoration but again I'm just... Too scared. I hate myself, i hate myself so so much that I feel disgusted just looking at the reflection that stares back at me. Those girls called me selfish just because I'm quiet and because of my face. I'm trying to improve that but i just can't when I try to smile and it just turns into a frown because I can't even keep up a fake persona. That's why I use my phone, i write stories, i do editing, all just to escape the harsh realities of this world.


To anyone who has read all of this, thank you for listening.. I just really appreciate it when someone just stays unconditionally and doesn't go, and also I'm sorry, i made you all burdened with my problems that even I can't escape.


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1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 407

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The fact that almost everyone has a half- I think atp the concept of me getting a bsf online/ half is genuinely nonexistent 😔 i mean i did have a half but he's graduated and i don't think he'll return to his channel so now i don't have any half-

1 week ago | [YT] | 18

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I don't know what to post so uhh random things!

I don't know what to put in my channel theme anymore aaa.... I want something LASTING and a character whom i genuinely like. I mean Cyrene is there but i js know I'll switch her after sometime- and no idk who i myself like. I don't know about my OWN preferences or what I don't like or what i truly desire. It's like a haze now tbh I'm kinda lost

And well i know there's still a looong way for me to go in editing. Transition styles, quality, everything.. that's why I actively experiment with things to find my own style (genuinely what do you think my style can be like?) aand oh I wanna edit nicole so bad but what song should I choose? Yea I'm kinda cancelling my fc cause no one would join... Ik i shouldn't be doing all this especially since water tastes bitter to me and I can't even get out of my bed cause of the fever but I wanna put some effort into my channel to make it more lively and original and just something that I own instead of mimicking others

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 342