Survived the horrors of the fostercare system & went viral for living out of a car.
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Zeze Desire

Ayyyy YouTube family ❤️

I wanted to give you all a quick update. Over the next few weeks, my uploads may not be as frequent as i hoped because Ive taken on a second job and will be working around 70 hours a week......free time is going to be pretty limited.

I'm not going anywhere.
Creating content for you all is still something I love, and honestly, with over 30,000 souls, I know this channel has the potential to become something bigger and more stable for us.

The biggest thing that helps creators like me is engagement—watching videos all the way through, hitting the like button, leaving comments, and sharing videos with others. Every single interaction tells YouTube to show my content to more people.

Thank you for sticking with me through this season of extra work and long hours. Your support means more than you know, and I'm excited to keep sharing my vanlife adventures, travels, weight-loss journey, and all the ups and downs in life. Bc life be lifing.

Maybe one day ill be able to do YouTube full time.

For now, here's my latest video. I hope you enjoy it, and I'll see you all again soon! ❤️

https://youtube.com/watch?v=FJMbse4Fp...

4 days ago | [YT] | 24

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I wanted to get on here and say thank you,
For supporting, for sending cashapps, for showing love

You have no idea how much you are appreciated.
Ill be going over some delicate topics in the upcoming videos. Please stay tuned.

For right now, i did drop a song I remade. I originally wrote this song right before I started living in my car. ..
I hope you like it.

Talk soon. 🖤🖤🖤

3 months ago | [YT] | 74

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Not sure why but bad things always happened to me in domino effect. ..

. if you have stuck around this long i want to give you the biggest hug for experiencing life with me through all its ups and downs.
Thank you for being here. Sometimes it feels so lonely.

I am currently running 104.0 fever .. ill be back when my lungs can handle it.

4 months ago | [YT] | 282

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Today's post is about Maizie who i nicknamed Kitten in honor of Kicat.
I was never suppose to keep her

Maizie was under a pound when she picked me. When I first took her in my dog Zaza went chihuahua crazy trying to sniff her and Kicat gently laid beside her like everything was just fine. I was never suppose to keep this kitten. Its just an impulse I have to help an animal & give them a home because I know whats its like not to have one. After time i asked many people if they wanted a kitten and no one wanted to give a home to this beautiful soul. And as time passed I realized everytime I came home or woke up in the morning these two were together. Cleaning each other chillin, playing. Etc. They bonded...
Now that Kicat is Missing she hasn't been the same. She climbs on my dash meowing all night instead of laying on my bed like usual. She only eats one side of the food dish..I hope to bring Kicat home one day.. but this is a reminder to myself that even though one child is missing I still have two others that need me too.

Maizie is huge now and she has to be under 6 months. (Picture below)she is healthy spayed and heavy now. i will be investing in tracker collars and looking into a way for her to go outside (under supervison) without becoming lost or becoming prey. She seems to want to go out my kicat never had any interest. ...I am conforming to my babies needs.

Maizie i promise for the next 20 years I will love you fight for you, and give my entire paycheck to you if it saves you just like I promised Kicat. I am your permanent family now Kitten.

4 months ago | [YT] | 260

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My best friend who's been there through thick & thin needs me to be there for her now. Kicat is missing. I feel like im drowning.

4 months ago | [YT] | 271

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Huge Shout out to ‪@TravelingPatty-O‬ and Katie!

I met Patty at RTR last week and caught some good vibes. After seeing me almost everyday scanning the free pile asked me what I was looking for. I told her I was looking for a butane stove so I can cook the food that the food pantry gives me...

Well a couple days later a truck pulls up Katie gets put and says I been looking for you... that Patty told her about somethings i can use. Then shows me a whole truck bed full of things I didnt have.. including a butane stove!!!

Please go check out her page and consider subbing! Tell her i sent you 🖤🖤🖤 Im still in shock that people can be so kind .. I didnt expect this and I am so grateful. She even gave me a mini TV... this is the 2nd TV I have ever owned in my lifetime. BIG HUGS TO PATTY AND KATIE

5 months ago | [YT] | 235

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Making it work. This is probably one of the best places to be if you fall on hard times
WATCH HERE }}

5 months ago | [YT] | 49

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Guess where I ammmmm!!!
Climbing mountains in my favorite wookie boots!
(Dont do it lol)

5 months ago | [YT] | 39

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Hey fam. Im here to check in! I recently shared my other channel where my music dropped. I am so grateful for everyone that showed support. I did better then I thought so heres another video! Happy New Years! 🖤🖤🖤

(Another vanlife video is being dropped in a couple days)

5 months ago | [YT] | 40

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Zaza & Kicat say Merry Christmas!
I hope you are well fed and not alone this year. Here's my latest video if you have time today.
🖤🖤🖤

5 months ago | [YT] | 49